Diana

Alison

"ALISON!!!! Hurry The Hell Up!!" I hear my mom yell over my music. Right now I'm brushing my teeth listening to 'Kiss You' by the best band in the world, One Direction.

"Ok Mom. Here I come." I rinse my mouth out, grab my iPod and shoes, then head downstairs. When I reached the bottom of the stairs I feel a hand right across my face.

I fall to the ground holding my burning cheek holding back my tears." Next time be down here faster. If not I'm am going to punch you harder and more than once. GET UP!"

I scramble to my feet and back away from her."Where's my damn drugs bitch!" I hand her her needle and rubber band. She snaches it and tells me to tie it around her arm tight.

I do as she say then move away. I try to leave but she tells me to stay. I hesitate but I stay anyways not looking at her.

"M-mom. Um.. Do you think I-I can g-goo to sch-k-ool now?" She looks at me with those harsh green eyes of hers and stands up. Lighting a cigarette before walking over towards me.

I begin to back up even more but I hit my head on a wall. She grabs me by my hair and drags me to the door. "ARE YOU IN A FUCKING RUSH?! TRYING TO HURRY UP AND BE A SLUT?!? GET THE FUCK OUT!!"

Within seconds she throws me into the door. I fell on the ground she kicks me. I get up and push her then run out the door. Once I'm finally off my street I stop and sit because my ribs are throbbing.

Thank go I have money on me. I go into a store and bought 2 sodas. One to drink and a cold one to put on my ribs. I put my hair in a ponytail and hope my face isn't red anymore.

Then I begin to walk to school. I play my music aloud because I left my headphones. "Diana! Let me be the one two, light a fire inside those eyes.."

I put that song on repeat until I reached school. When I got there I had already missed the first two hours. Just great. On top of that this guy comes over and hears my music. He starts to laugh and make fun of me and the boys. It got me so angry I slapped him in the face.

That was a bad move on me. He choked me. I can't breathe. "Listen Bitch ! You ever touch me again ill kill you!" He lets go and I fell to the floor gagging for air.

I sit there until next hour crying. I have no friends. I'm all alone. Once school was over I get home to find my mom passed out on the couch. She's probably drunk.

I go upstairs to shower. After that I write a note.

'Dear Mom,

I'm sorry I'm such a disappointment. I hope one day you see how much I love you. How much I wanted you to love me. But it's ok. I forgive you. I forgive you all. It's my time to go. I love You Soo Much.

Love,

Alison'

I grab the razor and cut deep into my veins. I watch as both arms are covered with blood. I begin to get lightheaded. The Last Thing I see before I left was my mom reading my note. Crying..... The rest is blank.

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OMG I WAS CRYING WHILE WRITING THIS!!! No one deserves anything close to this but sometimes it happens :( They are too overwhelmed! The reason this one is in here is because Many Directioners have committed suicide because of bullying. STOP BULLYING AND HELP SAVE LIVES!!!!!