Diana

Haylie

[someone said this to me but the name orders where different. I changed it to the way I liked it lol: I Have A Boyfriend. My friends call him Niall, my sister calls him Zayn, Classmates Call Him Harry, My Mom Calls Him Liam. I Call Him Louis ^_^ idk I think I got it wrong but I like this version I just made lol anyways back the Diana's :)]

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My name is Haylie. I am 19 now. Before I get into how good my life is now, let me tell you how it spiraled out of control before I found.... Them.

Between the ages of 4 to 13 I was extremely close with my dad. He knew everything about me. Me and my mom were close too but nothing compared to my father. I told him anything. I told him exactly how I would feel about anything.

On my 14th birthday, my father died. He kept it a secret that he was super sick. When my mom told me why he didn't show to my party I didn't know what to do. I cried myself to sleep for nearly 7 months.

Then school started again. That's where I met Anne. She didn't care about what anyone said. Me and her hit it of real well. We became best friends. She introduced me to weed first.

It took away the thought of my father just leaving me. I decided I needed something stronger. I began drinking all day everyday. When I would walk in at 3 in the morning my mom would be waiting,worried.

I stopped for her sake but then Anne's friend Brian brought what completely ruined my life. Crystal Meth. I was addicted the minute I had a little taste.

I felt so unwanted. So unloved by the world. By everything. I would sit in the bathroom and just cry. Throwing things. Just asking god why'd he leave me alone in this world.

I felt ugly. I didn't know what to do. I decided to go to rehab. It's now my 15th birthday. I decide I need a job.

I begin to apply every. Then Anne says, "just be a dance! You could keep your clothes on but the more skin the more money!" At first I decided against it. My father would disagree with it too. But I was running out of time. I need to start saving up for a car.

A few months go by and I have enough to but anything. I don't spend it yet. I apply at a restaurant as a waiter. It's Alot more than I expected but I wasn't complaining when I got it.

It is now my 16th birthday. It's July 23, 2010. It's around 8:22 when I see these five beautiful boys on my screen.

Fetus Harry Styles. The curly haired boy with deep dimples. Fetus Liam Payne. The boy with one kidney and to beautiful birthmarks on his neck. Fetus Niall Horan. The blonde Irish boy who has a perfect smile(before braces). Fetus Louis Tomlinson. The pretty boy with a soft voice who loves stripes. Then Fetus Zayn Malik. The Bradford Bad Boy with black earrings.

My life changed from that moment on. I felt excepted when the directioner family formed. I would write to all the directioners thanking them for just being open minded about our fandom. We do things no other fandom has done.

Now we are up to today. It is November 4, 2013. I'm in college right now. I am still a directioner and no one says anything bad to me about them to me. I have a car and I have a boyfriend who kind of looks like fetus Zayn.

Story of my life video came out a few days ago. Me and my new best friend, who also is a directioner, Tessa, played it on repeat crying the hardest we have ever cried while watching it.

We are already preparing for 1DDay too. We sent our inventions out to them already. I would totally but too. I think it's, in Louis's words, "we think it's god damn cool." November Twenty-Turd. We are Ready.

I didn't choice to fall for them. They chose me. They knew what to say and do to tug at my heart. Thank you guys. And our amazing new family. I love my directioners. We are there for them no matter what. OHHH And don't forget to vote for them at the AMA's on the 24th of November.

Thanks for reading my story.

Sincerely,

That Girl Haylie.

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Hola you guys!!! I think I might make a longer story about her. But it will be fan fic because she will be with the real Zayn. I'm not sure yet. Anyways Vote!! Comment ilyg (I love you guys) byeeee ^_^