Diana

Brittany

What time is it? All I here is my loves, One Direction, playing. It's 3:25 a.m. Why am I up? I turn my music off and here my mom. Ugggghh. I love my mom because of the struggle with me and my younger brother but she doesn't have to be that loud while she's "working".

I turn my music back on because I'd rather sleep peacefully with my loves. I fall back asleep for at least another hour and a half.

When I awake again I go take a shower. After that I head to check on my brother. He's still sound asleep. Good. I check on my mom. She's asleep too. Perfect.

I go downstairs and make a little to eat. For those who don't know I have a eating disorder. I'm afraid to eat certain foods like a hamburger. I am trying to overcome it by trying to eat new food but it doesn't work out to well because my body rejects it.

I finally have the chance to just sit without hearing my mom bitch at me for stupid stuff. For example I can't stay after school for more than five minutes without being a slut. If I hug more than one guy she picks me up ASAP right after school because I'm going to end up pregnant.

It kills me to know my brother will have to deal with this one day. I try my hardest to keep him out of the house so he won't see her misbehave or even work.

The reason I put up with my mom and the bullshit at school is because of my boys. They tell me I'm beautiful no matter what. That I'm perfect no matter what others say. They make me BELIEVE them.

I would like to thank Harry Styles, Niall Horan, Zayn Malik, Louis Tomlinson, and Liam 'Batman' Payne.

You Saved Me. thank You.

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Sorry this one is short but I wanted to update before I start homework. I love you guys thanks for reading please vote more ^_^