i'm falling apart too fast because i procrastinated on facing my problems

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since when have numbers taken over my life?
221 427 335 95
83 156 117 139
58 76 113 123
138 111 255 327
milligrams of sugar per deciliter of what runs through my veins and
3 years until my fucked up face is fixed
oh, but no guarantee and
5.5 days until i head to high school and
2 opposite feelings towards 1 boy and
1 chance to get it together and
4 people who hate me and
116 pounds of pure emotion and
i stand 5' 4" but i'm carrying too much
of other people's weight on my shoulders along with my own and i swear this world is forcing me to my fucking knees and what the fuck am i supposed to do when i'm destined to crumble?
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well, that escalated quickly

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