feelings are scary

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i keep having to remind myself that i'm safe in your arms. it feels strange that you always pull away last.

i keep having to remind myself that your hands are gentle, that when my fingers interlock with yours it's real and when your fingers touch my skin that there's meaning.

i keep having to remind myself that you mean what you say, i'm so used to hearing empty promises and heavy lies that i'm having trouble trusting you.

i carry so much baggage and i don't want to scare you away; please, i'm begging you, bear with me.

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