rants and advice??

left out?? not anymore.

peeps, long time no talk in this particular story.. yeah.

anyways, thats not what I'm here for, if you thought i was just gonna talk about stuff and add opinions, even though thats what this chapter is about.

sometimes, I'm social. yes, that seemingly foreign word to this generation, where we are abundant with technology and fast communication with other humans. sometimes, i have times where i long to be in a friend group or gathering that is outside of school (or now that it is summer vacation, i always find time no matter what day it is). unfortunately, there are times, when you know, friends makes plans either without you or plans where you thought you could go, but your parents kind of prevent you from doing so.

yes, i have been there plenty of times with both of these situations. now, when this happens, i am left alone at home to sulk and have nothing to do except wait for when my friends return so they tell me about what a great time they had. of course, you don't want to be rude to the friend or friends that went out without you, but you can always just ask how it went and move on with your life. no big deal. now, I'm not saying that if you aren't able to make it, then don't put your friends down because of it. you don't really, as much as you would like to, be involved with everything your friends do. sometimes, you can create time for yourself and doing what you as an individual enjoy.

sometimes i even get a bit jealous, and that is never good. jealousy is obviously a natural human emotion, and everyone experiences it from time-to-time. thats okay. as long as you don't put your friends or others around you down in the dumps for it.

my opinion for this specific topic is to try to include yourself. if you feel so left out from your friends that you purposely leave yourself out, don't do that. ever. it won't make anything better. to be a bit of a drama person is okay i guess, i mean do whatever you feel is necessary, but if you purposely exclude yourself when you know you want to hang out with that person or friend group, then do it. if it makes you feel happy, do it. don't do it for the dramatic part and make your friends eerie, because chances are that will start drama (see theres a lot of drama in this chapter).

don't make yourself jump to conclusions like "omg they hate me now" or "wow i am such a bad person" because chances are, you aren't. you worked admittedly hard to become friends with such people, and always surround yourself with people who make you happy and positive.

why are you still reading this chapter? go text a friend or call to arrange a movie or something. it'll make you feel a lot better. :)