The Grass Isn't Greener.

"I hate him and love him"

KiA
"Fuck you Jaquez go be with that bitch!" I screamed as tears fell from my eyes. "Man chill out with that shit" he said in a nonchalant way. Which only added fumes to the fire. Picking up the red vase next to me I chunked it as hard as I could. Watching him duck as the vase barely missed his head. Shocked after hearing the loud noise as soon as the vase made contact with the wall which of course caused it to shatter into a million little red pieces. I watched as the water slid down my wall and the white roses that once held life in them dropped to the ground also.
Damn I almost had his ass I thought to myself.

"Bitch what the fuck is your problem?" Jaquez yelled out as rage filled his eyes and spit flew from his mouth. At the moment I knew I had fucked up but I was hurt and I wanted him to feel me. Jaquez rushed towards me causing me to back up into a corner. With his long frame towering over my tiny body he tightly grabbed me around my throat then he whispered in my ear "get your shit together before I completely stop fucking with you". As those words left his mouth and filled my ears I felt like my heart was about to be snatched out and stomped on. I didn't really want to lose him but I also couldn't act like the shit I seen in his phone didn't faze me. Doing what I always do, I accepted the shit for what it was. "I'm sorry baby let me make it up to you" I said slightly above a whisper.

"Do what you do." Jaquez said as he backed away from me and went to have a seat on my red leather sectional. Erasing away all the thoughts of what had just took place out of my mind, I walked over to my sexy chocolate man. Standing in front of him I dropped down to my knees. Rubbing on the crotch of his pants I instantly felt what was waiting for me on the other side of his black Levi pants . Unzipping his zipper I slowly pulled all 9 inches of him out. Working my hands up and down his pole I then placed my lips around him. Trying my best to take all of him in. Swirling my tongue around his tip just to tease him a little. I then placed kisses up down his dick. Making sure I had it sloppy wet, I then started my regular routine. With his eyes closed and head back Jaquez mumbled "Yes, just like that ma."

Loving when he talked to me as I pleased him made me really put on a show for him. I had to make sure I left him satisfied with the only way I knew how to, wet sloppy head. I couldn't have us on bad terms because little did Jaquez know I was addicted to his ass. He was my drug of choice and just like a heroin addict I'll do whatever it takes to get my fix.
Feeling him release down my throat caused me to focus more on the task at hand. Making sure I caught ever bit of him. Looking up at him, I smiled ,licked my lips then swallowed.
"You want something to eat babe?" I asked him as I got off my knees and walked towards the kitchen.
"Naw, I'm good. I'm about to head out." he said as I watch him check his phone then slide it back in his pocket.
"Damn its like that, seriously?"
"You already know what it is, I have business to go handle!" As those words came through his lips I already knew he was feeding me lies. "Alright whatever" I said as I rolled my eyes and mugged his chocolate ass.
"Alright ma I'll talk to you later" he said then he winked at me. Which caused me to give him a faint smile and feel that tingle I always get when I'm around him. He then stood his tall sexy ass up and headed towards the door.
Watching Jaquez walk out my door was something I could never get used to. I wanted him to make it official by moving in with me but until that day came I guess I had no choice but to take what I could get.