The Grass Isn't Greener.

"What to do"

Kia

  Taking my phone out I called for a Taxi, while standing outside his door waiting for him to come and make everything better. I wanted him to tell me we were in this together. I wanted him to be just as happy as I was but to have him not even look my way when I told him I was pregnant hurt. I was feeling a pain inside that made me want to yell up to the God above. Tears started rolling down my eyes as I slide down his door, curling up, I pulled my knees up to my chest. I begin rocking back and forth because I just couldn't take it. I needed Jaquez to be here for me and his baby. I wanted us to be a family.
   Seeing the taxi pull up I got up off the floor and headed towards it but first I had to fuck some shit up. Walking over to Jaquez's car I pulled a metal finger nail file out my purse. I started from the passenger door making my way over to the drivers side scratching it up. Stepping back looking at my art work I did on his 2015 Black on black Charger. I smiled, took my phone out my purse and snapped a picture. This nigga was going get his shit together or I was going to be that baby mama from hell.
While in the taxi I sent Jaquez the picture of his car from a unknown number I received from downloading one of those text now apps. I couldn't wait for his response. Looking at the picture I was satisfied with what I did but it wasnt enough. I wanted him to feel my pain. I want him to be with me and if I couldn't have him no one could.

Once pulling up in my drive way I paid the taxi man off and headed up stairs to my apartment. Making it to the door I had to catch my breath, staying on the third floor was no joke. Fiddling in my purse for my keys, once I found them down deep in my purse I stuck the key in the doorknob and let myself in. Once I got inside my apartment I noticed bags by the door then I heard the shower running. Placing my keys on the dining room table I then headed towards  my bedroom bathroom. Opening up the door slowly I peeked in.
"Hey babe, come join me." That oh so familiar voice said. Causing my ears to want to bleed out and my head to instantly throb. I faked a smile as if I was happy to see him and started taking my clothes off. I entered the shower and just stood there staring at him, I truly hope he could read through this fake ass act I was putting on.
Honestly Marlon was the last person I wanted to see but what did I expect he was my husband. Had been for the last 3 years. When me and him met we instantly connected, I had fell head over hills for him. I knew that I only wanted him. At least that was until he landed this job overseas which resulted in me seeing less and less of him. I was becoming this lonely women who needed attention because she didn't get any from her man. That's how I ended up in the arms of another man. Somebody who I now was craving for day in and day out. I wanted him and needed him. I had a plan which was now ruined by the presence of Marlon. Which got me to wondering was was he home so early?
"Baby" Marlon grabbed my cheek which caused me to look up
"I'm happy to see you baby"
You could tell from the excitement in his eyes that he was telling the truth. Marlon eyed me up and down while the water rained down on him. Marlon wasn't no ugly guy. He was about 5'9 with caramel skin and these hazel eyes. He had dreads that passed his shoulders and he was a gym junkie so he had this perfect muscular body. I loved everything about this man until I met Jaquez. Feeling Marlon's hands rub against my skin caused me to look up again.
"I've missed you too" I was forcing those words out because truthfully I was ready for him to leave again. Marlon looked at me the same way he always has with nothing but love and passion in his eyes. Leaning down he kissed me, as bad as I wanted to pull away I couldn't. So I went with the flow of things. Fingers tangled in his dreads I forcefully kissed him back. His long fingers slide in between my legs causing my insides to jump. Wraping one leg around his waist while feeling his ten inches pressed up against my kitty. It purred for him to enter me. As he kissed my neck and nibbled on my ear I grabbed his dick turned around and then guided it inside me. "Ahh shit Kia, I missed this shit" Marlon cried out as he slowly stroked me. With my hands up against the wall I enjoyed the feeling of my husbands dick. Once he was ready for a new position he quickly picked me up, slide the shower door open and carried me to our bedroom that I had shared with not only him but Jaquez too. Placing my wet body gently down on the bed. As he stood there I looked up at him and realized I really did have a good man. "Bend over" he said aggressively while standing there with his dick hanging and the veins showing. Shaking my head up and down I did as I was told. Positioning myself on all fours with my ass in the air, as he entered me I couldn't help but to gasp for air. I couldn't lie Marlon had me dripping wet.
"Damn baby, she must've missed me because she's pouring right now" Marlon said as he slaped me on my ass.
That hit on the ass turned me on even more I started contracting my walls and throwing it back harder and before long I had got mine and Marlon was releasing his seeds inside me.
We both collapsed, breathing hard, and trying to get our self together.

Hearing the shower still running I got up and decided to get in so I could clean myself. Turning the showering off I slide the glass door open and stepped out on the all white floor mat. Grabbing a towel I started drying myself off starting from the top working myself down. Wrapping the towel around my body I opened the bathroom door and made my way towards my husband.
"So babe why are you back so early?" I needed to know. "Work ended early overseas so I came back, I will actually be here for ten months before I go back."
Feeling like I had just walked into a really bad storm with no way of making it out. I simply replied "oh ok".
I slide in bed next to him. My heart was beating so fast I just knew he could hear it. My plan was to leave him and be with Jaquez but the reaction I got from Jaquez was not what I expected. So now I had to make some quick decisions because I am now pregnant by somebody that is not my husband.