Chapter 13

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Chapter 13 (Unedited)

 *Dedicated to xxscarlett for my amzing cover!

  My heart pounded in my chest while Leiny and Liv giggled and did a happy dance around the living room. I felt my hands begin to sweat as the boys laughed at the interviewers shocked expression. She looked just like me.

Confused.

  I mean, I know he calls me sunshine, that’s kind of like his nickname, but wasn’t he with another girl last night? How in the world am I going to be the one he has his eyes on? But that wasn’t the only thing that bothered me, oh no, It was Marco.

  If Marco had seen this, my promise would’ve been broken, and my family was going to be in danger. Huge danger. Sure there was that part of me that was jumping all over the place because Harry like me, but a bigger part of me was scared.

 Actually no, Terrified.

      I swallowed the big lump in my throat as the TV switched to commercials. Leiny stopped dancing, eyeing me suspiciously,

“Jessa, what’s wrong? Why do you look so…so scared” My eyes widened and I quickly shook my head,

“No, no… Um it’ just that um…” Think Jessa, Think!

“I don’t have feelings for him” I muttered, suddenly finding interest on the rug. There was and unconfomfortable clench in my stomach as those words past my lips.

Don’t have feelings.

 It was a Lie, a big fat lie. I knew I had feelings for Harry, maybe just a little, but I’ll never admit it. I always said I wasn’t going to be anyone’s after Marco.

“You don’t?”

“Nope,” I shook my head, chewing on my bottom lip. Olivia and Leiny looked at me apologetically,

  “Aw! Why not? I definitely ship Jarry!” Olivia said while crossing her arms. I don’t know why I had the sudden urge to cry. Maybe it was the fact that I had broken marco’s promise and my family was in the danger. Maybe it was because I lied to my best friend or maybe because I’m going to have to stop talking to Harry.

Or maybe it was everything put together.

   I suddenly felt overwhelmed and I stood up from the couch.

I have to get out of here.

  I sadly smiled and ruffle Olivia’s hair,

“Sorry, but look at the bright side! Now Harry’s all yours,” Before any of them could say anything, I rushed upstairs and locked myself in the bathroom.

   My eyes started to sting as I placed my hands over my face.

Oh god, oh god. I knew my happiness wasn’t going to last long, I just knew it. Stupid Marco always had to ruin it, every single thing I had. The first tear rolled down my face as I sniffled.

  What am I going to do now?

I broke his promise damn it! Now he can hurt anyone he wants from my family. My parents, Natalie, Liv or maybe even Leiny.

Or worse Harry.

I’m an idiot, a bloody idiot.

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