Lgbt Poems

Him

I don't love him,
I mean i do love him,
But not as much as i should,
Not as much as i could.

Told we are goals,
But in my soul,
We are broken,
Our love is not a token,

Happiness isnt the key,
He does not satisfy me,
His heart will be crushed,
Our relationship rushed,

Denial is what lead me,
Hurting him is the fee,
My selfish ways,
Now he pays,

If i just came out,
Nothing would have sprout,
Hearts no longer stabbed,
Souls no longer jabbed,

I want to love him,
I deny my sin,
I try to enjoy the kiss,
But the sparks i miss,

He is smitten,
He is like a love-struck kitten,
He is all over me,
I want to be free,

Too late to back down,
I don't want him to frown,
He has already fell,
He is under my spell,

I can't do this,
Why can't i just feel for him?
Why can't i love men?
Why do i have to be.... gay?

A/N
true story bro ✌