Lgbt Poems

her- betrayal

Three years.
Thats how long she played games with my head,
Thats how long i've felt dead,

She pushed me and pushed me until i broke,
She's the reason i'm addicted to smoke,
Never in my life have i felt this hurt,
And now i just feel like i'm nothing but dirt,

I didn't even notice which makes me sick,
I didn't even know how she took the mick,
She made me feel special for loving her,
And this went on for three damn years,

To me she was everything and for her i would die,
Little did i know it was lie after lie,
I was the player in her twisted game,
She made me feel oh so lame,

Each sweet compliment fueled the fire,
Like pulling out teeth with a plier,
She craved the attention more than i knew,
And my love for her only grew,

Green eye'd girl i wrote this just for you:

Its like theres a clamp on my heart, pushing it further down, slowing it's beats until it feels like its about to explode. The lack of beating makes my whole body feel stiff and it hurts. This is how you made me feel.

It's like you stabbed me in the back and made me think that the knife wasn't there so i would be in constant torture of not knowing where the pain was coming from, but you knew that it was the knife in which you implanted in my back causing this excrutiating pain and each time you hugged me you would push the knife in a little more. This is what you did to me.

And deep down I will always have a small spot in my heart for you; because it's burnt over like a scar, never to be healed. This is what you left me with.

So green eye'd girl let it be known,
My heart you will no longer own,
No longer will i give you everything you desire,
No longer will i fuel this fire,

I'll never be able to trust you again,
For you have caused me too much pain,
This is something i will never forget,
And there is a lot i will always regret,

I want you to know how much you hurt me,
And part of me wants you to feel guilty,
And this may be a suprise but it is true,
But green eye'd girl i forgive you.