Chapter 19: Moving On Without Love

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NINETEEN

Camila
Send My Love by Adele.

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Reflection. The name of a Fifth Harmony album and what I'm doing right now. I'm reflecting. However, the worst thing is that I'm reflecting without Shawn. Without Shawny Boy, Muffin boy and the boy who stole my heart.

He may have stole my heart, but he didn't steal my sanity. Well not for very long anyway. I'm moving on.

"Mila, are you ready for our cover?" Dinah poked her head through the door and asked me.

"Yeah," I got out of my walk-in-wardrobe.


"This was all you, none of it me
You put your hands all over my body and told me, umm
You told me you were ready
For the big one, for the big jump
I'd be your last love everlasting you and me
That was what you told me
I'm giving you up
I've forgiven it all
You set me free, oh
Send my love to your new lover
Treat her better
We've gotta let go of all of our ghosts
We both know we ain't kids no more
Send my love to your new lover
Treat her better
We've gotta let go of all of our ghosts
We both know we ain't kids no more
I was too strong you were trembling
You couldn't handle the hot heat rising (rising), umm
Baby I'm so rising
I was running, you were walking
You couldn't keep up, you were falling down (down), umm
There's only one way down
I'm giving you up
I've forgiven it all
You set me free, oh
Send my love to your new lover
Treat her better
We gotta let go of all of our ghosts
We've both know we ain't kids no more
Send my love to your new lover
Treat her better
We've gotta let go of all of our ghosts
We both know we ain't kids no more
If you're ready, if you're ready
If you're ready, I am ready
If you're ready, if you're ready
We both know we ain't kids no more
No, we ain't kids no more
I'm giving you up
I've forgiven it all
You set me free
Send my love to your new lover
Treat her better
We've gotta let go of all of our ghosts
We both know we ain't kids no more
Send my love to your new lover
Treat her better
We've gotta let go of all of our ghosts
We both know we ain't kids no more
If you're ready, if you're ready (Send my love to your new lover)
If you're ready, are you ready? (Treat her better)
We've gotta let go of all of our ghosts
We both know we ain't kids no more
If you're ready, if you're ready (Send my love to your new lover)
If you're ready, are you ready? (Treat her better)
We've gotta let go of all of our ghosts
We both know we ain't kids no more,"

We ended the song and I felt like I could learn a lot from Adele. I mean I should let it go. I'm gonna send my love to his new lover- Lily. This broke my heart but I knew that I could survive. I was strong and like Kelly Clarkson said, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger, and I agree. I'm moving on without love.

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Sorry for such a short chapter! I promise things will get better. Oh who am I kidding, I enjoy putting suspense over your heads and adding DRAMA! Please check out my other book: Cassidy Crumble and vote and comment if you like it. If Cassidy Crumble gets over 3 votes for each part, I'll write a sequel to Our lives: Shawn and Camila!

Have you heard Shawn's new song Treat You Better? You have to have. It's goose-bump worthy! Check it out! I think I'm in love with the song! Shawn, you've done it again. You've created a masterpiece. Thank the lord for his amazing talent! There's a link in the eternal link to the acoustic version. Like I said, CHECK IT OUT!

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Saphire XXX ♥♥♥♥

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