I had already forgiven you, But did you forgive yourself? Do you still blame yourself? Because I don't. Do you still hate yourself? I don't. It's up to you now. Or have you forgotten that you're human?
Have you forgotten your feelings under that pile of uncertainty? Have you forgotten what you felt when you said that? I know how you felt. That's why I was never mad at you. You were confused, questions were lapping your mind as you tried to find the words. But as humans, we always chose the easiest way. We hate. Hate gave you temporary peacefulness. But you knew better, you pushed yourself away from hate's embrace and ran for answers. But the more you pushed the harder hate pulled you back. Your mind couldn't fathom what your body is already doing and You slurred those words, Eventually
" I hate you."
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Poetrya book of scattered thoughts, words and actions. forever under construction so don't expect anything really. I'm not the best, but I love what I do & I do what I love.
