Obsession 2: Thin Line Between Love and Hate

Starting From Scratch

The rays from the sunrise kissed my skin so sweetly. Last night Chez gave me a quick tour of his house and showed me my room. My girl Jazzy had prepared a big ass breakfast dinner for us. She stayed with me all night and we talked and cried about everything that has happened eating fucking pancakes, I swear it's love there.

I just can't believe she's actually pregnant. I'm happy for them but at the same time damn... It's crazy I was locked away getting beat and raped, while they just living and loving life. That shit type fucked up but I guess one lil monkey don't stop the show.

I took my 3rd shower since I been here...trying to scrub off the filth I see when I look at myself now. Me and Jazzy going out for a girls day just to get me back right.... I'm tired of looking like some lil cracked out bitch, it's bad enough I done lost dumb weight. I got out and lotioned my body put on some plain high waisted dark wash pants and a white tank top with some nude red bottoms. I beat my face a little to cover up the scars and bruises and I felt myself coming back slowly but surely. I straightened my hair and put on some accessories.

"Damn" I heard a deep voice mumble startling me from behind.

I quickly drew my 45 only to see the dark skinned nigga that had helped me last night.

"Woah Woah Woah...I ain't mean to scare you lil mama." He spoke with his hands up.

"Didn't yo mama teach you how to knock wtf you doing up here anyway" I asked with my gun still on em."

"Aye shawty I just came to holla at my mans and I happened to see a angel on the way. I apologize if I scared or offended you, Enjoy the rest of your day." He said walking away from the door shaking his head.

I grabbed my LV clutch from my dresser and replaced that big glock for my .22 and headed downstairs.

"Uh-Oh look who getting they sexy back" jazzy greeted me as I walked in the kitchen.

"Im trying cha' I feel and look so awkward now"

 "Bitch shut up, you still look betta than a fresh batch of cinna bites from Auntie Anne's ! Im the one looking like a pregnant dolphin" she said standing up pointing at her stomach. 

We both fell out. "You the sexiest dolphin I ever laid eyes on" Chez spoke coming into the kitchen.

He wrapped his arms tightly around her while they made out like he was finna do a bid or something.

"Eww get a room you nasties". I joked fake gagging.

"Oh hush... I miss you to lil sis" he came over to me and licked the side of my face catching me off guard.

"Omg you're so fucking disgusting" I yelled throwing my toast at him.

We chilled and ate breakfast and everything just felt so right... it feels so good to be at home.

"So what y'all getting into today" he asked.

"Not much we just gone spend some well needed girl time" I threw him a sinister smile.

"Awe hell don't put the mall outta business, you know how y'all do, here" he said passing me a big wad of cash.

"Damn baby, thank you but I got my girl" Jazzy intervened handing his money back.

"Nah see both y'all my girls, so I got both of yall." He handed me back my wad and handed Jazzy twin sized one.

"Thank you daddy" Jazzy hugged and kissed him.