Losing All Sense of Control

Chapter 1

    We arrived at 221B Baker St. and I was fangirling to much.
    "Myra, calm down. What will Sherlock think of you?" Seb said.
    "Maybe I could use my deduction skills on him." I said and laughed. "Have you guys met all of the people I created?" They all nodded. "Well, that makes everything so much easier. Is it a girl? Is she with Sherlock? Or is Johnlock canon? Or Sheriarty?"
    "Stop Myra. Just stop." Seb interrupted, "Her name is Lieo Moriarty."
"Sister? Wife? Whhhaaaattt???"
"Actually, daughter." stated Lance.
"I wondered how that turned out."
"We all do." said Rylan and we knocked on the door.
After a few minutes Mrs.Hudson opened the door. "Oh! It's you guys again. Nice to see you Sebastian, Rylan, Blake, Lance and...?"
"Hi my name is Myra. Nice to meet you Mrs. Hudson." I said and she looked like she's seen a ghost.
"Well, come in! Sherlock and John are upstairs." she said and hurried us up the staircase.
Seb knocked and we heard John say that the door was open. Seb turned the knob and pushed the door open revealing Sherlock and John sitting in their chairs. John stood up and all of us stepped into the room.
"And the time travelers are back."John said.
"John, are you an idiot? They're not time travelers. There's no such thing." Sherlock said and finally saw me and stood up. "Myra?"
"Sorry, I don't think we've met. "
"What are you talking about? It's me, Sherlock."
"Well I know that but this is my first time meeting you, personally."
"You don't remember anything do you?"
"Seb, what is he talking about?"
"Myra, we were going to tell you but at the right time." Seb said.
"I think now is the right time."
"You've been to these worlds before. You just don't remember because every single time you go back to your world your mind is erased of what happens here. You have lived different lives here with different people. They might remember but you won't. I'm sorry."
    "How long has this been going on?"
    "A lifetime. You've lived different lives in each of them. Starting from your age now, 25."
    "I won't remember this?" Seb shook his head no. "How come I remember you Seb?"
    "I'm not real either." he said and a tear fell from my eye. "I was going to tell you but I couldn't. You created me in your world so that's how you remember me."
    "All my friends... are they...fake? Did I create them because I don't have any? Do you even love me?" I said crying.
    "Of course I do. Why would you even think that?"
    "I don't know maybe because you're named after my favorite actor? You're not real. Guys, I can't do this. I want to remember.. I want to remember all the times I was here. Tell me your stories. I want to know, and be truthful." I said still crying and Seb hugged me.
    "In time...in time."
    "Anyways, while you two are sort things out, where's Lieo?" Rylan asked the two.
    "Right here." a person said behind us. I could recognise that voice from anywhere.
    "Moriarty." Sherlock said and all of us turned around. Great. The one person everyone says I'm most alike in this fandom. It just has to be the psychopath not the high functioning sociopath. Well that's my other friend...never mind. I really need to stop crying. Okay, calm yourself down Myra. "What are you doing here?"
    "I could ask you the same question. Oh wait, this is your flat. Ha." he said with a woman, which I presume is Lieo, following him as he entered the room. "Haven't seen this face in a while haven't we Sherlock? Nice to see you again Myra." He winked at me. "Sheeerrrlloooccckk...when is this game going to end?"
    "It won't. As long as we're both alive."
    "Then let's finish it."
    "Guys. I'm just going to stop you right there." I said and stepped between them. "You guys won't ever die. You're both in each others head and the idea of that is that both of you will live on. You can't kill an idea right Sherlock?"
    "She's right you know. She's even quoting you. Adorable." Moriarty said. "No wonder she was your wife."
I gave Jim a look of disbelief and then my gaze turned to Sherlock. "What is he talking about? I wasn't...what?"
"You better tell her Sherlock." Moriarty said and Sherlock walked over to me.
"Is it true?" I asked.
"Yes."
"Guys talk this out later. Lieo and I have a train to catch." said Jim.
"Actually she needs to come with us." Rylan said stepping forward.
"Actually we need to be somewhere."
"So do we."
"Guys we are never going to get anywhere." I stated. "Moriarty leave now and you and Sherlock can chase each other's tails a different day. We have a job to do."
"And what job is that?" he asked.
"Don't answer him Myra." Lieo said. "He's only trying to figure out your master plan because he's too dumb to figure it out."
"Lieo, that is no way to talk about your father."
"You're not my father, and you know it."
Moriarty gasped and said, "I'm hurt."
"Don't act like you care."
"Okay, so I'm guessing something happened between you two. Making Lieo extremely annoyed." Rylan stated.
"I'm not annoyed. He's psychotic and it was rubbing off on me. I decided it was time to leave his games."
"We all know that it won't happen. There will never be a game over, the only way is to continue. Moriarty we are on a tight schedule and need to head to a different universe now." I said.
"Myra!" Seb yelled, "Can you at least try to keep everything a secret and especially when you're standing in the same room with a villain?"
"Sorry." I said and put my head down.
"Myra...Myra....Myra. What are we going to do with you?" Moriarty said.
"We?"
"It's not just me who wants you on their side it's all of the people you call 'villains'. But have you ever wondered about our side of the story and why we are the way we are? No because everyone places us under the title of a villain."
"You've killed people. They all have."
"So have you. But that doesn't make you a villain now does it?"
"Nobody's perfect." Blake stated.
"Oh honey...I know no one's perfect."
"Well, I've done things I regret but it's still not going to make me help any of you." I said and poked his chest.
"You say that now...but just you wait Myra. Just you wait." he said and continued, "Go Lieo. I'm going to be late for my appointment. I'm sure we'll be seeing you all very soon. Ciao."
Moriarty walked out of the flat and we stood there in silence.
"It's too quiet." Lieo said.
"Well...I guess we can go now right?" I asked.
"Yeah, last world." said Lance.
"What are we waiting for then?" I said and we all said our goodbyes and teleported to the world of the "Supernatural".
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    "Seb, I don't want to forget you after this."
"Don't worry Myra, you won't." he said and we arrived in the bunker.
    "But how do you know. Like they said, when I die I come back and don't remember anything. I won't remember you. It's not fair Seb. It's not."
    "I know. Life never is, but live each day like a new beginning and we'll be fine. I'll do whatever it takes to keep you away from getting hurt." Seb said and hugged me. "Just be careful okay?" I nodded and we headed inside.
    The bunker we just like the one from the show, well I hope so because it's the real thing, but it was too quiet. It was only Seb and I that went in there and the rest of them stayed outside.
    It was silent in there. Eerily quiet. Seb and I climbed down the staircase and split off. He was going to check the kitchen while I went to go and check the rooms.
    I wandered the halls and it looked exactly like how the TV show version is. Well it is the real thing after all. I searched all of their rooms and couldn't find anyone. Huh. Maybe they went on a hunt or something. Oh well, I guess I better get back to Seb then. I started walking back to the staircase but a hand covered my mouth and I felt a blade at my throat. "Who are you?!" It was Castiel.
    "Look I know you don't know me but we need your guy's help." I said frantically.
    "Why should I believe you? What are you?" he said and spun me around, still holding the angel blade to my neck. "What kind of joke is this?"
    "What? I don't understand. It's not a joke. I need to find Kaiya so my friends and I could break the bonds to all of the worlds. Please. Cassie?"
    "H-how do you know that nickname-the only person w-who called me that w-was..."
    "Let me guess Myra. Yes, it's because I am Myra."
    "No you can't be. I saw you die right before my eyes."
    "What?" I asked and then I heard Dean yell that they were home. Cass kept the blade at my neck and guided me to the library.
    "Cass. Shapeshifter?" Dean asked.
    "I don't know anymore. All I know is that she can't be the Myra we know."
"Guys, I'm standing right here." I said a little annoyed, "If you let me explain maybe you won't try to kill me."
Just as I finished talking Seb walked into the room, "Castiel! Put the blade down! I can explain!"
    "Explain what, that somehow she's back? Who sold their soul this time?" Dean stated.
"No Dean. Castiel, put the blade down." Cass did what Seb told him to.
"Have I had a different life in all of the worlds already?  Please tell me I wasn't married to any of you guys." I said.
"No... why would you think that?" Sam asked.
"Umm, no reason. Anyways what did I do in this lifetime to make Cass almost kill me?"
"You died. There was no way you could come back. You can't be back." Cass said and the room fell silent.
"What do you mean I died? Then how am I back?"
"We should be asking you that question." Dean stated.
"Seb, answers, now."
"It can wait Myra. We're only here for Kaiya, remember?" Seb said while putting a hand on my shoulder.
"Kaiya? What does any of this have to do with Kaiya?" Sam asked.
"Yeah. I'm not the greatest person to be around." someone said and I turned around to see a woman around my age with short, brown hair, walking towards us. "What do you guys want now?"
"We need your help." Seb said.
"You want my help? Sebastian, you never wanted my help before, so why ask for it now?"
"The universes depend on it." Seb stated, "Please, Kaiya, you're the last one we need."
"Oh so I'm the last one you came to also? I feel like you don't need me as much as you claim."
"That's not it."
"I'm not helping you Sebastian. No matter what you say. I'm fine with helping people in this world against the monsters they don't know about. I'm not leaving this world."
"Kai-"
"Seb, just leave her. We don't need her." I said while grabbing his arm. We headed back outside to the others.
"Where is she?" Rylan asked.
"She won't be helping us." I said. "Now lets hurry up and get back to the compound."
We all got our gauntlets and teleported to the Avengers bunker.
When we got back, all of the Avengers were asleep so everyone else decided to go to bed except for Seb and I. We just sat on the couch and sat in silence until I broke it, "Seb, what happened to me in the Supernatural world?"
"Well, before Kaiya came into the picture, you were alongside the Winchester Brothers and Castiel. You and Cass hit it off right away and became really close. One day you guys found Metatron and he was going to kill Cass. Let just say, you saved him and there is no way that you could of been back. That's why Cass didn't know what you were. They don't know about you being the Creator, Myra. So after you left their world, you created Kaiya. A psychotic, yet caring young lady. Cass found someone new after you were gone and I believe that it's a good thing for him. Losing you was really hard on him, and on Sherlock." he said and I stood up from the couch.
"No, I don't want to know about Sherlock yet. I wish to speak to him about the subject."
"That's fine with me. You should get some sleep. There's a lot to be discussed tomorrow."
I agreed and we both headed to our room but I layed there thinking about what was going to happen next.