One Last CRY

Epilogue

In Every war there's a one will rise the white flag as surrender and in this fight Skyler was the one who raise it and accepted the truth that she lost.

when i read her letter i feel my heartache a little,she's really a brave

But she's not that brave to face her cancer,she gave up without giving up a damn fight, if she said earlier about her cancer i will support her but damn she didn't

I felt sorry for sky for what i've done to her,for hurting her physically and emotionally.

I felt my eyes watery because of her latter, what will i say to my son?, will he accept a jerk father like me?.

I wipe my tears and stood up and walk towards the morgue where her body is located for a while.I saw her parents they are both crying and my son is staring at the wall blankly while his tears is falling.

I know it painful to lose a mother, i also experience that i lost my mom and my younger sister when she gave birth to us.Me and my sister is twins and sad to say that Bastard stab my mom and that took my Mom and sister's love.

Celvin- i call his attention, he look at me and wipe his tears and give me a small smile.

Tito caleb, why are you here po?-magalang niyang tanong sakin, walang sabi sabi niyakap ko ang anak ko kasabay ng pag tulo ng luha ko.

I'm sorry for being a jerk son, i'm sorry for hurting you mom-i said while sobbing. i felt Celvin froze and he push me away and give me a cold stare.

I don't need your apologies, i don't need a father like you who hurt my mom! i hate you!-he shouted angrily and run towards his grand parents.

I wish your the one who is dead not my mommy, she don't deserve a jerk like you, i don't need you-Malamig niyang sabi at niyakap ang lola nito.

Nasaktan ako sa mga sinasabi ng anak ko pero alam ko namang totoo iyon.

I wish someday you'll forgive me.

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tatlong araw nang naka burol si sky dito sa isang sikat na memorial park dito sa manila at tatlong araw narin akong hindi pinapansin at kinakausap ni celvin.

tinignan ko ang anak ko at kumuha ng tyempo na malapitan pero bigo ako dahil naka upo siya sa tabi ng lola niya kaya napa buntong hininga ako.

tumayo ako at lumabas ng chapel kung saan ang burol ni skyler.

sumakay ako ng kotse ko at pinaharurot papunta sa bahay na binili ko para kay Yesha at sa mga anak namin

Pag karating ko sa tapat ng isang two storey house ay agad akong bumaba ng kotse ko.

Napa kunot ang noo ko ng my nakaparada na pamilyar na kotse sa labas kaya pumasok ako ng gate.

Nakarinig ako ng ingay mula sa sala at kilala ko ang dalawang boses na ang aaway.

Si Yesha at Kevin.

Ano ba sa hindi mo maintindihan ang hindi mo pwede makita si ginger?! at wala kang karapatan sakanya

Boses iyon ni yesha.anong pinag aawayan nila tungkol kay ginger?.

T@ang ina Yesha anak ko si ginger pati si Thunder sabihin mong wala akong karapatan?!- sigaw ni kevin.

Nanigas ako sa kinatatayuan ko sa narinig ko.hindi ba ako niloloko ng sarili kong pandinig?. tama ba ang narinig ko? shit shit! mas minabuti kong makinig muna sakanila para maging malinaw sakin ang lahat.

anak sila ni caleb kevin! anak namin sila ni Caleb!-sigaw ni yesha.

Pot@! anong anak niyo ni caleb! kahit pag balibaliktarin mo ang mundo yesha ako parin ang ama nila! ako ang taga kamot sayo noong mga panahon nagagati ka! -sigaw ni kevin.that's my cue kaya pumasok ako at sinuntok ang magaling kong kapatid sa AMA.

Gago ka!-sigaw ko kay kevin at sinuntok ko siya ng malakas kaya napa higa siya sa semento.

all this time niloko niyo ako?! Bullshit!! mag sama kayong mga puta kayo!-sigaw ko sakanila atska umalis sa bahay na iyon.

I think this is my karma for what i did to Skyler, i really deserve not to be a father to Celvin because every time i look at him i saw his mother.

I'm sorry skyiee

I wish i can turn back the time and when that time comes i'll take care of you and not hurting you.

I wipe my tears and continue driving but i saw a light, nakakasilaw na liwanag at ang huli kong naramdaman ang pag banga ng sasakyan ko sa isang truck.

I'm sorry skyiee