One Night Might Change It All (Larry Stylinson Fanfiction)

Chapter Five

(Louis' P.O.V)

When I calmed down me and harry went for a little walk somewhere noone could see me , i really

didn't want to see anybody , harry's company was perfect , he never tried to force me to say anything

, he's always so patient with me , I seriously don't know how he can me that patient , we almost just

met and already all of this happend , but he never left , never abandoned me .

I seriously wonder what my feelings are for him is it only friendship or more , sometimes he looks

at me with so much love , he's such a wonderful careing person , he is the only one capable to

make me change my mind these days . If he wasn't here with me right now i'd probably be in my

bed thnking of all the bad stuff that happend to me .

I sometimes want to tell harry what happend to me , but what if it's to much for him , what if he leaves me , and never talks to me ever again , what if he started to hate me , i wouldn't be able to take it , if he left it would be the end for me , I wouldn't be able to live without him , maybe i started to have feelings for him , maybe not , I am so messed up right now , I can't even think straight .

That dream just didn't help my case at all , I am so broken inside , I always feel like crap , like shit , I just of wished I would of been killed that night so I wouldn't be hurt like that today , and hurting harry , I just want to leave but at the same time stay with harry , i am so messed up right now .

"LOUIS !! " i heard screaming , "oh sorry harry i was , umm , well thinking"  i replied looking at the ground , we were still walking , it felt good to have some fresh air . "so want to go back home , are you feeling better boo ?" i blushed "yeah yeah im feeling a little better haz , we can go back home" he nods , and we turn around 

I see a group of people over there , my heart just stopped "what the hell are they doing there" i whisper yelled , my head was going to explode , i started sobbing "who are they lou , why are you crying , answer me lou?" i started running back to my house , harry running behind me.

we finally arrived home , i colapsed on the floor , harry took me on his laps and in his arms "don't worry lou im here stop crying , who were they boo , what did they do , is it them that hurt you , Boo ?"  i started sobbing even harder 

"YES IT WAS THEM HARRY , THEY TOOK MY LIFE AWAY THEY HURT ME TILL MY SOUL DIED , MY LIFE IS A COMPLETE MESS BECAUSE OF THEM HAZ , I JUST WANT TO DIE NOW , AND DO A FAVOR TO EVERYONE , I CAN'T BELIEVE THEY'RE STILL HERE IN THE STREETS LAUGHING LIKE THEY DIDN'T DO ANYTHING WRONG " I shouted feeling my heart break by every word .

"Lou please tell me what happend , I promise to god i won't tell anyone or judge you , please lou maybe i can help you " he said sofly looking in my eyes .

I was Ready To Tell Him

"Ok Harry , seriously i don't think anyone can help me , if these people knew i told someone they will come here and kill me right now ! , but anyways i am going to tell you Haz , cause I don't know why but i trust you " i said sorfly

"go tell me boo"

"Ok well one night i went at the club , for the first time , there was sweaty people , people throwing alcohol everywhere ect . so ya i was pretty drunk but i couldn't drive my car so i just walked back home , i had trouble walking , i had to pass on a dark street , i barely saw anything , i heart talking but couldn't see , soon I heard running behind me , a hand went over my mouth and over my arms and took me in somekind of flat , a group of people were there , those that we saw in the streets today they used to be my friends i did everything for them , so ya , they took me to a bed room , i was screaming please don't hurt me please! , please i will do anything just leave me alone ! , i was panicing , the boys tied me to the bed , telling me oh you little slut im going to hurt you so bad you will not be able to walk after this , i was sobing trying to break free , i couldn't do anything , i was stuck there noone there to help me , asked them why are they doing this to me when i always was there for them , they just told me to shut the fuck up , they were four of them , i felt so alone , one of them took my pants off , ripped my shirt open , then took my boxers off , i was naked in front of them , then one of them said oh we should of done that before , look at that ass , i was freaking out wiggling everywhere to get out of that trap , but one of them went betweet my legs and pushed hard inside me , i never experience this much pain in my whole life i was sobbing screaming , he just went in and out in and out for at least 1 hour , I was going to faint , i couldn't take the pain anymore , he came i thought it was finally over , but no the second one did the same and the third one forced me to suck him with a knife on my neck , so i did while the other was banging me so hard , i just couldn't believe what i was going through i hoped i was only having a nightmare but i wasn't , so the other came in my mouth forced my to swallow it , when the other one came inside me i felt so disgusting , so dirty , i sobbed and sobbed , remember i told you thre were four guys well the last one untied me, i thought he was letting me leave , but i was completly wrong , he just turned me around , and tied me again , my stomach was now on the bed , there was blood everywhere , i was in so much pain , but he then took a hold of my shoulders  , and started banging even harder then the others , so hard , the pain was to much to handle he kept screaming you like that you little slut , i just sobbed and fainted and don't remember anything afterwards , but i woke up in the the woods naked , bruises everywhere , blood on my bum on my thighs dripping all the way to my feet , i saw my pants beside me , i put them on and ran home , having alot of people looking at me with funny faces , i just cried and continued running even if i was in so much pain i had to go home as fast as possible , when i arrived home i went in the bathroom went in the shower , i sat down my head in my hands sobbing , i took a razor and that is when i started cutting myself , since then ive never been the same .   you know the next day you and me had slept together , i told i never did anything with a guy that was apart of that , they killed me inside haz , they ripped out my soul , i got raped haz , and it is forever in my memories , they wanted to ruin my life well it worked , my life is already over for me Haz"

(A/N sad wasn't it :( , 10 comments 10 voted for harry's reaction , love you guys xx)