One Night Might Change It All (Larry Stylinson Fanfiction)

Chapter Thirteen

(Louis P.O.V)

We wake up the next morning , me and harry cuddling , I don't know what we are to be honest , best

friends , boyfriends , just friends , im really messed up , but he looks so beautiful , and he makes

me do feel a little better when I wake up and see him all cuddled up against me .

He tries so hard to make me happy , trying to make me think of other things , but it's hard ,

im really broken inside , I feel like a part of me is missing , my dignity is what it is , I feel dirty , and

used , they made the past months a living hell and they do it again , I seriously don't know If im

going  to make it ? , I feel like shit , like a waste of space , every single minute , except

when harry is cuddling with me , and see how beautiful he is , and when he tells me how beautiful I

am , it makes me smile and makes me happy .

"Oh your awake boo, Slept well babe ?"

"yes , Didn't sleep alot but , the few minutes I slept , it was alright "

"If im sleeping and you feel like talking or cuddling just wake me up Lou , I will get up , anything for

you"

"thank you haz , your amazing to me , but you don't have to help me , you know that right? "

"yes I do know , but I want too Lou, I want you to be happy , and try to make you smile a little after all

this , I will always be here to help you boo "

"thank you , if I didn't have you , well .. you know what I would be doing right now "

"Yes I do know and I won't let you hurt yourself ever again ! "

"Haz , I need to ask you something "

"anything , what is it ?"

"well we've been like really close and all , and I was wondering What are we , are we together or

just best friends with benefits , I don't know ? "

" well Lou I want to be with you since the first time I layed eyes on you , it is your desision boo " he

said with a smirk 

" well , I gues , well were together , but The other boys what will they think , I've never been into boys

my whole life "

"Louis , first you don't even know how happy I am right now ! , and second , it is your desision louis ,

and they're your best friends they won't judge you babe"

"yeah your right I guess "

Soon harry jumped over me , and gives me little kisses on my lips then my neck , then my jaw .

" are you ready or , it's too soon "

"I don't know haz "

"well I will start , and if your not ready tell me alright , I will stop"

"umm, m'kay"

Harry then kisses me softly , he starts kissing me lower , then even lower , he is now on my

stomach , then my v-line 

he looks at me to be sure im alright , I just nod , my heart is racing fast , I don't know if Im ready