One Night Might Change It All (Larry Stylinson Fanfiction)

Chapter four

(Louis' P.O.V)

I woke up the next morning feeling dizzy, also feeling Harry wrapped around me , it feels so good

but yet so wrong , cause well he's always making me question my sexuality . 

So i stand up my wrists are in pain "ouchh , ow ow ow" i shout out , making harry wake up , "are you

ok Lou " he said worried already standing up beside me " ya ya , just my wrist hurts really bad " i

said while looking at my bandages , "do you want to make a lazy movie day , so you won't have to

move to much " he asked me with a soft smile , "good idea , i don't want anyone to see me like that ,

niall and liam are gone for the whole week at least " i replied back .

So we went in the living room , picking up movies to watch " The Notebook and Grease , how about

that " harry asks me , "yes, love these " i reply 

So we put The Notebook first , and went to sit beside each other , with a blanket and popcorn and

just watched the movie quietly .

I soon feel tired and weak , so without thinking i just but my head on harry's lap , i soon stand my

head back up "oh um sorry i just felt tired " harry cuts me off and just takes my head in his hands to

rest on his laps "thanks haz" i said weakly "no problem lou, friend are made to help their other

friends" he replied . 

I don't know why but when he said friends it made me feel bad in my stomach , really not sure for

what reason .  So I continued watching the movie with my head on harry's lap , harry playing with my

hair , for once in my life i really felt good and loved , I then fell asleep on his laps .

When all of a sudden I just woke up in a rush , my heart was racing so fast , I started crying , harry

still beside me ,  he just took me in his arms saying "it's ok now , don't worry babe , your safe here ,

what ever happend to you before is gone , breath babe breath" , i continued crying , the secret i have

is awful , and when I dream about it, it just all comes up again , it looks like i will never be safe , it

will always haunt me , no matter how much i try to forget it , it won't leave , If harry wasn't here right

now , i would just probably still go cut myself in the bathroom i do it all the time , yesterday was the

worst though , Harry did save my life yesterday , but i just would of wish he wouldn't of came and i

would be dead , i just can't take this crap anymore , why did it happen to me what did i do wrong for

deserving this , i never hurt anybody , im always so generous with everyone and that is how i get

treated , i just don't get it , why people used me like that , and then hurt me , do they realise what

they did , do they realise how they hurt me , they probably do , but don't care , my life is ruined , i will

never be who i used to be.

 Harry is still holding me in his arms , playing in my hair saying everything will be ok , if at least he

knew that no nothing will be ok , i will never me ok , oh how i wish he new what i've been through , i

just want to tell him but i can't , i can't lose him , and what if he tell's everyone after , if everyone knew

my secret i would probably of been dead my now , killed by them , or maybe myself .

What will i do , should i tell him ? or not ?

(A/N  oh louis has giving some hints of what happend to him !! will he tell harry or he won't ? hmm .. 5 votes 5 comments , and maybe the secret is in the 5th chapter , so vote and comment xx love you )