This Time

Chapter 6: All Over Again

You did the same things all over again.

You left and then you came back again and again and again.

Do you know how much it hurts, dear?

Can't you see all of my efforts to just let you stay?

And when you leave I even text you first to know if you're good.

I even call you in any kind of hour.. just to know if you still know me.

I even asked myself what have I done wrong?

I even self-harmed, attempted suicide, punched walls..

Just to wake myself up.

And the worst thing?

I didn't even tried to ask you what's wrong.

Because I think you dont like me, or you'll be annoyed by me.

So I didn't. And waited for you for almost 3 years.