This time.. I wont be stupid.
This time.. I wont hurt myself again.
This time.. I wont be finding you anymore.
This time.. I wont be assuming for you.
This time I will be strong.
It's enough. I've been hurt like I think suicide is the best way.
I've been hurt for 5 years by you.
You've wasted the second chance I gave you wholeheartedly.
Because I was hoping that you wont waste it.
But you did.
I now realized how stupid I was LOVING YOU.
I realized that we dont deserve each other.
And someday, your name wont make me smile anymore.
Someday, someone's gonna love me the way I wanted you to.
Someday, when I meet you again, I'll be holding others hand and not yours.
Someday, I will be walking in the aisle at my wedding without you infront waiting for me.
Someday, I will be introducing someone in my family and it wont be you.
Someday, I WILL FORGET YOU.
Thank you for the best memories that we had. In phone and in person. Thank you for being with me for 5 years. I consider this as a great lesson. And not as pain. Having you in my life is both a blessing and a lesson. You still have the greatest impact in my heart. And I still left my heart to you but I know someday it will go to another person and will never leave it again. Bye. And Iloveyou. :*** 'Till we meet again :)
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This Time
RomanceYou really dont understand some people this time. But then, in the end, its not the person that you understand. Instead, you will slowly understand the whole situation. Take time to read this. And you'll witness a true to life story of a girl who, i...
