Innocent game (H2OVanoss)

Part 12 - I need you

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(Delirious POV)
I slept really well knowing that Vanoss is with me. He woke me up from my sexual dream about him, when he was afraid that I was having a nightmare, but then I continue sleeping.

In the morning, when I was up first, I prepared breakfast and tried to do it best I could. He was still sleeping, so I went to the living room and watched some TV.

I should really go home. I don't have any clothes here and Luke is probably waiting for me. And Eric. Dammit, I didn't write him that I would be gone. He's most likely worried about me. Maybe I could use Vanoss Xbox when he'll go to the bathroom or something like that.

"Morning..." I glanced over Vanos, who just came to me. His voice sounded still tiredly and he looked really cute with that messy hair.

"I made you a breakfast, man."

"Thank you! You didn't have to though. I could call pizza..." I laughed after his sentence.

"Well I'll be going now." I stood up when he sat down on the sofa.

"Going? Where? Oh my... that it delicious. How do you do that?" I started to blush.

"I'm going home. I didn't intend to sleep over here."

"Home? You can't go home. I was thinking about party tonight." I frowned.

"Party?" I repeated what you had said.

"Yes. You see... after the Sydney I'm a bit lonely. Don't get me wrong, you're amazing, but I need to ease my needs." I tried to look normal, while inside I was a bit hurt.

Oh... he wants to find a woman to fuck? Do I get it right? Ouch, that hurts. I know he's straight and I won't never be with him, but knowing that I should be with him tonight, seeing him kissing girls and then going with them to the toilet to fuck them. I can't. I can't do it.

"What do you think?" he asked me and looked excited.

"I can't... I really need to get home. Luke is waiting for me and I have tons of videos to record and post. But you'll enjoy it anyway." I smiled at him and started to walk to the door, when he ran to me.

"Wait! Delirious please... I can't go alone. I need backup. I need you. I don't know if you're in the relationship, cause you have never told me, but you surely know the feelings I'm feeling right now." I sighed.

You mean feelings for you? You mean love? You don't know shit, Evan. And I can't tell you. Not now, not ever.

"Please! I swear I'll do anything for you then. Please, Jonathan."

That motherfucker! How dare he say my name so passionate. How dare he looks so sexy. I hate myself. And I will hate myself even more after tonight.

"Fine. But you're paying for this night." I returned to sofa.

"Of course! Thank you!"

We walked into the club and sat down in the corner of the room. I sent Vanoss to buy us some drinks when two girls came to me.

"Hey handsome," greeted first one.

"Is there a room for us?" asked the other. I really wanted to say no, but Vanoss came with big smile on his face.

"Hey. How can we help you?" he asked them with lustful voice and sat down.

"We was just asking if there's room for us," answered him the smaller one.

"Don't ask and sit down," said Evan and took the taller one by hand and pulled her to him.

Why the fuck did I say yes? I knew this will happen. I'm not sure how long can I stand this. I should be on Evans lap, not her!

"So... what your name?" The smaller one sat down next to me. It wasn't fair from me to completely ignore her so I smiled at her.

"Jonathan. You?" She smiled back.

"Pleased to meet you. I'm Amber."

I noticed how Evan and the other girl stood up.

"We're going to dance. You coming?" he asked me and I slowly shook my head. They left us and I felt down.

"Soooo... you want to do something?" She asked me and touched my thigh, slowly getting up to my crouch.

I touched her hand a put it away. I glanced over the dancing floor where my love was.

I can't take it anymore. This is killing me and I know it. I should tell him the truth or move from him. I can't be happy if I stay frozen in one place.

"I'm sorry, I'm not in the mood."

"What?"

I stood up and walked away. On the way to the airport I sent Vanoss message to prevent him freak out. Even though I knew he won't even notice that I'm gone.

D: Hey dude. I had to go, Luke called me that he's in emotional trouble right now. Enjoy it there and have fun.

Maybe Eric is free now. I could play with him some games or just chat with him. At least he won't tear my heart apart.