You Were There All Along (Ricky Olson)

You Were There All Along (Chapter 5)

Sorry it has taken me so long to update guys, with school back in session and other priorities i havent had time to update. But i havent forgotten about you guys! Okay so here it goes!! I hope you like it!

-Nicole:)

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Aalayah's POV

When I finally finished venting to Rick i went back to the bunk and found Tyler sound asleep. Rick was right, i shouldnt feel bad about what i believe in. I'm just glad that Tyler is asleep because i really dont want to argue anymore, i just want to take the nap that i was suppose to take in the first place. I crawled into the bunk, carefully slipped under the cover and layed down on my side with my back facing Tyler trying not to wake him. My plan failed.

"Are you still upset with me?" I heard Tylers muffuled tone throught his pillow. I decided not to answer. how could one person get so mad about something like that? "Lea?" He said softly as he wrapped his arms around my stomach pulling me back so that my back is against his chest. I rolled my eyes and gave in.

"Why did you get so pissed off at me? I told you how i felt about waiting and then you snapped at me like a little child that got his toy taken away. I'm sorry I'm not the kind of girl to have sex with guys i hardly know, its not me." I said before turning on my back to stare at the ceiling of the bunk. He held me tighter before he kissed the side of my head. 

"Lea, I'm sorry i snapped at you. I was just, I guess you could say 'in the mood' and when you said no i got mad. You're right, i did act immature, but Aalayah have you seen yourself? You are so gorgeous and the sight of you in your bikini didnt make it any better for me," i sinced a grin on his face. Um, excuse me? 

"So this is my fault now? The reason why you were such a dick when i said no was because I was 'gorgeous' and you just 'couldnt resist'?" i rolled my eyes and crossed my arms. This is not a very good apology.

"No baby, thats not what I'm saying. What im trying to say is that..." he ran his fingers through his hair, frustrated. 'He better be frustrated with himself' i thought to myslef.  "Im saying that you looked hot, i got turned on... a lot... and i didnt think about how you would feel when all i was thinking about was having sex with you," he said while turning me to face him. 'Okay, thats a better way of putting it.'

"Im really sorry if I hurt you, I just wasnt using my head," he said hugging me to his chest. A smile grew on my face and a laugh broke out. "Whats so funny, babe?"

"You were using your head, just not the right one," i giggled before hugging him back. He chuckled and shook his head.

"Pervert," he grinned.

"Says the sex addict," i laughed teasingly. He gasped and smacked my butt playfully, making me laugh even more. I leaned up to kiss him and brought myself up to lay ontop of him wrapping my arms around his neck. He wrapped his arms around the small of my back tightly as our kissing increased. Devilishly, I kissed him from his chin to his earlobe, and nibbled on on it. i felt him tense under me.

"Oh your not going to make this easy for me, are you?" he said through his teeth. I giggled as i brought my mouth back to his and put a quick, soft peck on his lips.

"We'll see," i winked at him before rolling off of him back to my side of the bunk. I heard him sigh before he wrapped me back into his arms again. 

"What am i gonna do?," he chuckled softly. i smiled a wicked smile and stared at him.

"Deal with it." 

I layed my head on his shoulder and closed my eyes. 'But what about Rick?' I thought to myself. I cant kid myself, I have feelings for Ricky and they just wont fucking go away! I finally realized how much of a great guy he is when he was letting me talk about my problems to him. He let me know that he is there for me. I know that we havent known each other for very long but whatever im feeling for Ricky, i dont feel the same about Tyler. I feel like Rick understands me, and he is willing to listen to whatever is bothering me, and I him. 'how do i handle this?' i ask myself. 'And how do i handle whatever is going on with Megan?' Usually if your friend is sad you dont laugh at her like Megan did. I dont know, but whatever she has planned, i need to brace myself for it, i can feel it. Wow, and just when i thought we were going to be good friends. "I knew it was too good to be true," i grinned.

"Did you say something baby?" Tyler asked, stirring in his sleep.

"Oh, no. Go back to sleep," I lied.

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Ricky's POV

What's going on with me? I keep tryng to convince myself that im with Megan and that I like her but the more I see and think about Lea the less I think about Megan. I wish i could just get what I want and not have to deal with all of this drama. I opened the curtain of my bunk and i rolled out of it and walked to the front of the bus to find Ashley, Ally, Megan, and of course Aalayah. Aalayah had on a black tank-top, white short-shorts, black flip- flops, and her hair was as long, beautiful, brown, and as curly as ever. 'Why does she have to be so beautiful?' I thought to myself. Decision making would be so much easier if she wasn't as attractive. I walked over to see what the four girls where up to, but mainly only to talk to Lea.

"Hey Ricky," Lea smiled, her voice rang through my ears like bells. "Goodmorning."

"Goodmorning, Lea," I grinned back, trying not to make full eye-contact with her. I felt a glare of jealousy from Megan as I sat next to Lea but i didn't care."So where is Tyler?" I asked trying to hide my discust.

"Oh he is still asleep. Oh and thank you for listening to me vent last night. Tyler and I ended up working everything out," she smiled. I tried to grin back but it was un successful. "Whats wrong?" she asked.

"I guess i just didnt expect you guys to patch everything up so easily, i mean it was obviously a sensitive subject for you and the fact that he was a bit of a dick about it was kind of... a dick move," i said trying to explain myself the best i could. She laughed and patted my shoulder.

"I guess your right, but like i said, everything is good... for now."

"For now?" i questioned. "Why just for now?

"Well, i just have a feeling that this subject is going to brought up again, or something else is going to happen and it won't end well, ya know? Its almost like an instinct and i feel like something extremely fucked up is going to happen," she said looking around the room as if the problem is amoungst us. I looked at Megan who was staring right at us. 'There is our problem right there,' i thought to myself. 

"Yeah, i have that feeling too," I agreed. 

"Don't take this the wrong way when i say this, but I'm getting a feeling that the problem might my your girlfriend, i mean, i know we are friends and all, its just that ever since what happened between Tyler and me she has been acting really strange and I'm starting not to trust her again," she whispered. I tried to hold back my flinch when she said this. 'Did she just read my fucking mind?' i asked myself. 

"You're not alone," i whispered back. when i looked back up to Megan her eyes were wide and her lips were in a hard line. I could feel the tension between us. Great, I'm gonna get my ass ripped by the insecure bitch once again. Thats what i like about Lea, she is very secure, independent, and doesnt flip shit everytime her significant other simply talks to another human being of the opposite sex. I'm slowly starting to loose whatever i have for Megan, and I'm not feeling bad about it one bit.

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Well, there it is. I know its not amazing, but there is so much more to come. i hope you still enjoyed it :)

-Nicole :)