FUCKING YOUNG/ STEP-BROTHER

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i woke up to a loud alarm, fuck. i forgot to turn my alarm off yesterday. being that its a Saturday and i don't have school, i wasn't sure why i didn't turn it off in the first place.

i checked the time, 5am. great most likely i wont be able to go back to sleep. i sighed getting up heading for the restroom.

i looked in the mirror and became unhappy with my appearance, so i quickly washed my face and fixed my hair a bit. after i was done doing my business in the restroom, i headed outside in the backyard to watch the sunrise.

this has always been my favorite thing to do when i wake up. when i wake up early enough to do so. i often imagine mom being here with me, watching the sunrise by my side.

i wanted to cry just thinking about moms passing. why she had to leave? why'd she leave me here alone? feeling helpless? why?

instantly i burst out in tears, tears of sadness and also tears of confusion.

i was confused and lost.

i laid my head down on my knees, as my hair covered my face. i continued to sob. The air was humid & thick and it was still somewhat dark.

"uh, you ok?" i heard that deep raspy voice, and i knew it was him. tyler. i guess i've been crying loud enough for him to hear.

i quickly became embarrassed, keeping my head down in my knees so he couldn't see my face.

"im ok." i replied dryly, my voice barely audible.
i just wanted to be left alone, but nonetheless i appreciated him checking on me.

seconds later i expected a response, but i figured he was gone. i sighed, lifting my head up to see the sun making its peak.

i wonder what he was out here in the first place, and why would he even care to know if i was alright. nobody else does.

i laid down on my back, facing up to the sky. It was a purple orange color, and it was literally a beautiful view. Its little things like this that gives me excitement in my boring life.

after about 20 minutes of enjoying the sky, i decided to get up.

i wanted to do something today, but i don't have any friends to hang out with so my options were limited.

i went inside the house from the back door, and straight to the kitchen. i was hungry, and i smelled food being cook.

i turned the corner to the kitchen, surprised to see my dad cooking. Tyler and maria were sitting at the dining table, and i figured raakim wasn't back yet. i mentally rolled my eyes.

as i walked in tyler instantly looked straight up at me, remembering what happened earlier a wave of embarrassment came over me. i looked away, avoiding his stare but i still felt his eyes burn holes into me.

"good morning sweetheart." dad greeted me as i walked in.

sweetheart? he has never called me that in my 16 years of living, why now? was he trying to act differently just because tyler was here?

"uh, hi." i replied awkwardly, going to the fridge pulling out my fruit bowl from earlier.

"are you going to eat what your father cooked this morning?" i heard maria ask as i was headed out of the kitchen.