FUCKING YOUNG/ STEP-BROTHER

3.

~cam~

i woke up in the middle of the night, it was approximately 2am. But there was a noise, this loud noise that was fucking up my sleep.

i sighed, trying to ignore the noises, but i just couldn't take it anymore. I walked down the hallway, following the noise now known as music, who the fuck plays music this loud this late at night.

i stopped by the room the music was coming from, and it was Tyler's room. it sounded like he was playing the acoustic guitar, and he actually was really good at it.

my mind quickly went to what happened yesterday, and what happened was unexplainable and awkward. I haven't seen him since then, being that i locked myself in my room trying to avoid him at all costs.

as i stayed close by his door, listening to him play the guitar; enjoying the sounds and vibrations from the music. I guess this would seem very weird that im out here late at night by his room door.

soon the music stopped, and it sounded like he was getting up, i quickly tried to hide somewhere so he wouldn't know that i was outside his room listening to him the whole time.

but as he opened his door, it was too late the lights from his room illuminating my face like i was a deer caught in head lights.

he leaned on his door frame, crossed his arms and smirked.

"stalking me." that deep and raspy voice spoke.

"uh, n-no." i stuttered, feeling ashamed of my current embarrassment.

"mhm...." he trailed, looking me up and down and back up meeting my gaze.

"just heard music being played, it woke me up. so i followed the sound, and it just so happened to be you." i stated, stepping a few steps back.

"hmm.." he cooed, once more. giving me that look causing me to become nervous.

"well alright, bye." i quickly stated, before turning around walking straight to my room. I didn't bother to turn around because i knew he would be staring at me walking away.

i hurriedly closed my room door, and hopped under my covers. mentally cursing myself out for getting caught up like that. that was so awkward, why was i so nervous? he's my step-brother, i shouldn't feel anything towards him.. right?

i was soon waken up by my annoying alarm, i forgot i had school today. great, i mumbled before turning my alarm off. i slowly got out of bed, because sleep was just so precious to me i cherished every moment of it.

i changed into a simple Metallica shirt, my white jeans and as usual some vans. I went into the restroom, washing my face. put on my daily eyeliner, and tied my wild curls into a messy bun.

i soon headed out the door. I was the only one in the house who had to wake up early, because im the youngest i haven't graduated high school yet but this is my last year.

i drove to the hell hole, and my mood changed from sad to even sadder; possibly depressed. as i got closer to school. I soon arrived, immediately putting my earphones in as i walked in the building. avoiding conversation with others, but its not like i have friends anyway.

i sat in the back, and put my head down. drifting off into a much needed nap, i never really pay attention in class but i still get good grades. I'm not really sure how that works, but i didn't mind it at all.

when school was over, i was more than excited to go home. i walked to my car. When i got home i didn't see anybody parked in the driveway, so it meant no one was home.

i became happy knowing i had the house to myself, what a happy feeling. i threw my bag on the floor, immediately rushing to the kitchen for some sort of snack.

i grabbed at least 5 chocolate chip cookies, and a water. I sat on the couch, watching some movie on netflix. It was a conspiracy theory documentary, i pretty much enjoy things like this. seeing beyond whats given to use in this world, im a wonderer and i like to know more and consume all the knowledge that i can.

i think thats what sets me apart from the world & people, my mind has always been too deep and i just cant surround myself around others these days bc people are ignorant.

after watching the documentary, i hooked my phone up to the aux in the living room blasting some Outkast (one of my favs). since i was home alone, i could play this music however loud i want.

"I know you like to think your shit dont stank, but lean a little closer see roses really smell like boo-boooooo, yeaaaah."

i sung along to the song 'roses' by outkast, and i was dancing. i felt as if i was in my own world, i felt free.

as i continued dancing, i heard the sound of laughter being emitted from the far left corner of my ear. i quickly stopped, and turned around to face Tyler at the stairs.

"nicee." his deep raspy voice spoke, my cheeks flustered from embarrassment and i wanted to disappear into nothingness.

"oh dont mind me, continue." he spoke as he went to the kitchen, i was so embarrassed i couldn't even move nor speak. i thought i was alone, but clearly i had it all wrong.

"we're you watching me the whole time?" i soon spoke, turning down the music so he could hear me.

"i'm always watching." he smirked, holding a banana in his hand.
"mind if i join?" he asked, standing by the living room as he looked me up and down.

"uh.. sure." i replied, but i was nervous and awkwardness flew over me like a dark cloud.

'prototype' by Outkast soon played.

"oh fuck, i really love this song." he said humming along to the words, his humming sent beautiful vibrations it seemed like i could feel them in the air.

"me too." i said above a whisper, this was all sooo... weird, but a feeling of electrifying warmness flew over me while i was in his presence.

"i love your music taste, it reminds me alot like mine." he soon spoke.

"i really love music." was all i said as my eyes trailed over to his, but i quickly looked away.

"your so beautiful, fuck." he said as he got up and made his way upstairs. i was blushing so hard it felt as if my cheeks would fall off.

"wait," i called as he was mid-way up the stairs; he stopped and turned around. "thanks." i smiled cheesy and warmly, but all he did was nod and continued his way upstairs.

i sighed, im not really sure what just happened. but i feel tingly and warm in the inside, i've never felt this. and oh god, he's my step-brother. i shouldn't feel this way about him....

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