~Authors note~
This is the chapter where I start to cut but I don't tell Weston I still keep it a secret because. I'm scared it'll change our friendship. I just talk about the pain.
It all started with a text. Then, another text. Until there were texts flooding in like a waterfall full of hate. I couldn't take it. I didn't know what to cut with. So I just used a blade from a shaver. At first it stung. But, the more I did it. The less it hurt. It felt kinda good. Like I would you would never imagine.
It felt good to cut away the pain. The hate. The bullying...the sadness. I always wore jackets now. I would never take them off until I got home. Weston was starting to notice. He saw a cut. Well now I just know that I have to lie. Lie not because I want to. But, because I need to. To keep our friendship as it was. I'm scared that if I tell him. He will think I'm weird. Stupid. Idiot. I'm mad. Mental. That I need help. But he just doesn't know what they say. What they do to me. It's not fun... Well not to me anyway.
God why does everything need to be complicated. But deep down... I know I'll have to tell him. Tell him everything. But, not today, or any day soon. But when that day does come I'll just say it. I'll just hope for the best. Hope he'll understand.
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Numb The Pain {Weston Koury Fanfic}
Fiksi PenggemarWhen I first meet Weston I tell him I always loved him. I got his number then we came best friends. After several months Weston finally confessed his love for me. We date for a long time. But i have a secret... I never told Weston until the day I ha...
