I wrote this at one in the morning so, be prepared for total shit.
Phil
I sat back breathless after explaining everything about Dan to Chris. How I invited him to my party, talking to him, the kiss, but leaving out his story as I didn't know if I should share that, and how he made me feel. So many words that didn't really describe what I felt.
"That's some story, Phil. All that in two days?" Chris asked in disbelief.
Now that I thought about it, that was a lot in so little time. We went from never speaking to a kiss.
"I don't know what to do Chris. He's so....distant and protective. Like he doesn't want anybody to know him. But I want to know him. Does that make sense?"
He nodded slowly, as if still pondering over the situation. "I suggest you start slowly. But DON'T go backwards, or he'll think you're trying to let him down gently."
"What's that supposed to mean?"
"Get to know him better, don't ask about the kiss, but don't pretend it didn't happen."
How was I supposed to acknowledge something without talking about it?
"Thanks Chris. See ya tommorow?"
"Yeah, See ya", Chris said shutting the door behind him. I slowly climbed back up the stairs, pushed open the door to my room, and flopped on my bed, bouncing a couple of times before settling on my stomach, my head hurried in my pillows. Acknowledge without talking about it. How was I supposed to do that?
Dan
He's already forgotten about you, and why wouldn't he? You are just a miserable...
little...
Don't say it, please don't say it...
Faggot.
You said it.
Correction. YOU said it. You see, I am a part of YOU, so WE are one.
Fuck off
Wish I could, Danny, but I am stuck with you, just as you are stuck with me. I wonder if this is how Phil feels.
Phil's my friend. He CHOSE to be my friend.
Nope, he just feels sorry for you. The party and kiss was a one time thing. Now he's stuck with you, the pathetic faggot who couldn't even save his little sister.
No.... stop.....
You could've saved her....
It should've been you...
You miserable wannabe emo...
It should've been you...
You're right....
It should've been me.
A/N- So how is it so far? I'm sorry that this is shit. Its my first fan fiction, and my writing is dog crap.
Anyway, yeah. Eighteen chapters. Short chapters, but I digress...
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