You're The Reason[HarryStyles]

|Eleven|

Jini Pov

As he walked out of class, i gathered all my stuff; running towards him. As i got to him, i stopped and walked normally. 

Clearing my throat. He stopped in his dead tracks. He turned around and his eyes went wide; didn't expect to find me lurking behind him. "What do you want?" with venom in his voice. 

I licked my lips and smiled up at him. "Good job." i complimented him and his face went to confusion. 

"What?" he leaned his head side ways. To be honest, i always found that attractive in him. "Good job?" i repeated but more in a question form.  He purses his lips and ruffles his hair. Another thing i like seeing him do..

"Ermm. thanks?" he says; confusingly. "Welco-" taylor cuts of me off... "Babe.." She looks at me; grabbing Harry's arm to her yet tiny cup A boobs "Why the fuck are you talking to her... and You look like you could suck some dick.." She mentioned me in the end with a devlish smile. I shook my head grinning from ear to ear. 

"Oh, don't worry.." i said; walking up to Harry; patting his shoulder. "Thanks To Harry and Harry Jr, I'm satisfied, unless i could do all of you're exes who actually need actual woman in their life instead of their ex girlfriend failing at 12 inch blow jobs.." I bit my lip and shrugged; walking pass Harry Saying " Bye, Harry" with a wink. His eyes went wide as so as the teared eyed bimbo herself.

Harry Pov

It was the end of school...

Taylor was silent afterwards. She didn't run her big mouth like always. Just super silent and i actually am enjoying her presences for once. I nudged her and she snapped a bit. "What?!" I jumped "Jesus, taylor..." i hissed. She calmed a bit and pursed her hot pink lips. "sorry.." she whispered. 

"Hey, what's wrong?" for once saying something caring to her. I shrugged the bad feeling off. She took a deep breath and looked at me. "Do you still... love her?" She questioned which startled me. I licked my lips and nodded slowly. "Why?" she whispered to me and looked up with emotionless eyes. 

I sighed; pulling her to an open yet empty bench; sitting her down. She looked at me daringly and her mouth staying in a straight line.

I took a steady and heavy breath. Pouring out to the person i hate the most, but who is there to listen to me? Jini was there.. but she's just not there anymore. So i started.. 

"She...understood my feelings. She was the one who helped me and would fight for me. She's a good listener and most of the time, she's funny and sweet. I would laugh at her when she embarrasses herself. When she smiles and the crinkles by her eyes makes her cute but seeing her for the first time like this... makes me think that she isnt who she is anymore... and you know what, not to be mean. It's you're fault i missed my date that day. If hadn't take you're prank call...i'd still be here with her. I'm in love with her.. and i will not stop--.. " I put my hand over my mouth; crying my eyes out. 

I wipped my tears away and took a glance of Taylor with her mouth agape. Her mouth trembles. "You can't love her.." she whispers. My eyes widens. "Why?" i claimed; regret feels me in for telling her my feelings for my love.

"I loved you first.." she whispered. I looked at her in shock. "She doesnt deserve you.. i do." she whispers. "I'm the one you would want! I'm more pretty and sexier and i have everything Harry! why can't you see that?!" My eyes widens as so as my mouth as she stands up; screaming. 

"You're suppose to love me, i've watched you guys every single day and it tore me apart seeing you with someone else. I had to do something to pull you in my arms. Seeing you with her, makes me feel like...i have no chances. I hate her! she's not worth it. I've been through pain and hard work for this. I thought you would love me back after the plan. Yes i blackmailed but i had no choice! i want you to love me.. i thought..if you spend more time with me.. you'd forget about Jinx!" She yelled loudly

"I didn't expect you to be hurting because of me. " she whispers as tears poured down her eyes; mascara. I sighed and being the good gentleman i am,I got up and hugged her. 

"I'm sorry, i didn't know you felt that way." i whispered into her ear. She hiccuped. I unsurely, stroked her blonde hair. "It's okay.." I cooed. It all felt strange and weird, im just being nice. Her arms went around my torse; her fingers clawing my shirt. 

"Please love me..." I could hear her whisper. I didn't know what to do.

"Please say you love me" She says; tilting her head up, staring up at me with her mascara flowing down. 

I chewed my sides inside my mouth, thinking. What am i going to say? This what i get for being to nice? 

"I love you." 

What the fuck did i just say to her? 

Jini Pov

" I love you." 

i stood behind the tree; covering my mouth as tears run down my eyes. He just poured all his feelings for me... and here i was going to go up to him and forgive him. He was blackmailed by taylor. i feel terrible and wasted. 

but now, i just don't know anymore, because i know, now... he just said i love you.. to another girl, after saying he would never stop loving me. I always wondered now.. i'll just forget everything and be myself. Not the sweet and nice Jini.. The real person inside  jini.

who doesn't need Harry to begin with....

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This is just a short update for you guys. i haven't been updating and i want to keep this story going. I have tons of homework, i know. school sucks dick. Its no longer on hold. I will update now.. but sometimes it will be short. im sorry. atleast i updated. right?

I love you guys. please understand. I will update long chapters sometime for you guys.

stay strong and bear with me loves.x 

thank you for everything. 

ill update (: 

Byee until next time xx 

- Jhia x