Grace [SEBASTIAN STAN]

XII: private messages

XII. GRACE—CHAPTER TWELVE

lizzie:
You really like him, don't you?

gracie:
Who?

lizzie:
Sebastian.

lizzie:
I was with him when you called yesterday.

gracie:
Oh was he working?

lizzie:
Yeah but that's not the point

lizzie:
You like him. A lot.

lizzie:
And he likes you. A lot.

gracie:
How do you know that?

lizzie:
Because I can tell. You two aren't very hard to read, ya know?

lizzie:
And the fact that you guys won't talk about your feelings makes me want to punch you both in the face

gracie:
wow tell us how you really feel

lizzie:
Seriously gracie

lizzie:
Talk to him about it

gracie:
I can't

lizzie:
Why not?

gracie:
It won't last forever lizzie

gracie:
I can tell, it's happened before

lizzie:
Well obviously you can't or else you'd know that he does, in fact, like you tons

lizzie:
And don't even try to tell me you don't like him, because I've seen both of your smiley faces when you get a text from each other or are on the phone with each other. It's like neither of you notice you do it

gracie:
Lizzie I can't like him

gracie:
Even if I do like everything about him I can't tell him

gracie:
I can only tell you

lizzie:
Tell me what?

gracie:
Tell you that I like everything about him, and that annoys the shit out of me.

gracie:
I can't like somebody so much

gracie:
I like the way he looks at me lizzie, and his eyes don't help at all. Have you ever seen him nervous before? Because it's honestly adorable. His eyes get that little wrinkle in the corner, and he smiles, and he blushes.

gracie:
and he compliments me all the time like oh my god. You know that I'm insecure about everything, and he tells me that I'm perfect and that that's the way I'm supposed to be and I shouldn't be ashamed about myself because there isn't any one else like me

gracie:
and we went out to eat before he left and there were a few fans outside and it was really really cold out so he bought them all hot chocolate and just had a long conversation with them. Nobody is that nice lizzie

gracie:
and he hugs me literally all the time and you know how much I hate to be touched. But he does it anyways and I love them. Is it wrong to say that it feels like I'm meant to be in his arms? Because that's what it feels like

gracie:
and he genuinely likes me for me, and I've never met a guy who didn't just want me to become friends with the team

gracie:
now you see why I can't tell him that?

gracie:
it would change everything

lizzie:
Well it's a good thing you don't have to tell him then

lizzie:
because he read all of that over my shoulder

read 2:37 pm!

AUTHOR'S NOTE: lol lizzie way to go