The Life of a Teenage Misfit

5/31/16

Well this weekend, my brother went to the hospital. I'm not really happy about it. I'm so not ready for summer. I'm keeping this journal this summer. I have done this before, but this one is going to have entries everyday. Mostly so I can keep track of my progress at band camp. I can't wait for band camp. I hope that this year will be an amazing band season. I would love to win champs but, I'll have to wait to see if we do. Our show this year is Batman. This will be the best band year ever! With the whole brother going to the hospital thing, I feel like it's my fault. I know that I shouldn't blame myself but, I feel like it is my fault, all my fault. I want to reach out to him but, I don't know how... I do love my brother. Also over this weekend I went over to one of my friend's house. She introduced me to my ex. My ex is amazing. He is totally caring. In fourth period we are watching the Pursuit of Happyness. I've never seen it before. I already love this movie. This movie has Will Smith in it. In my opinion Will Smith is an amazing actor. His real son Jaden Smith is also in the movie. I got called down to the office. Then the office sent me to the band room. On the bright side I got my $90 refunded. I'm pretty happy about that. I am proud to say my ex and I kissed! Not once but twice! He smelled so good. He's sitting on the steps to a pizza place. If it wasn't for my old principle I wouldn't of had the strength to go out there and kiss him! I'd do it again in a heart beat to be honest though. My ex is the love of my life. I'm on the verge of killing my dad! I feel like Repunzel and my ex is my prince, cause my dad is pissed at me for leaving the "tower". He's now really pissed cause apparently I have I have an attitude. How the fuck do I have an attitude? If anyone has one it's him. It's 9:11pm and my ex is still out there. I want to go give him the biggest hug ever! My ex's cologne is on my shirt.