The Life of a Teenage Misfit

6/1/16

Today is a new day! Well I'm getting punished for the "little stunt" I pulled yesterday. In science we had our final quiz/test today. I'm so happy science is official over! One of my friends was looking though my pitcures on my phone. My dad said I have to go to my brother's baseball games. There's one today and one tomorrow. I really don't want go. Well I had gym. We played octoball, kickball, cornhole, and went in the woods. I love/hate gym, it just depends on the day. I have diversity club today! Today is the last day of diversity club, so in honor we are throwing a big party for everyone in the club. I can't wait! At lunch I made one of my friends read a Maze Runner Smut, much fun. In third period we played gold fish. Two of my friends were on a team. It was very frustrating. My one friend is experiencing the rage of another one of my friends. When it comes to this one boy she is so defensive. We are still watching the Pursuit of Happyness. Normally happiness is spelled with an i not a y. I'm going to see if my ex can come to my brother's game. I really hope he can, cause if not I'm going to cry. I really love seeing him. All I have to do is give him the address and hope. Hope is the only thing that you can do in this god damn world so, I hope every day. The life of a teenage misfit like me doesn't really feel like a home to me or even a title that I want to have. We finished the movie. I loved it! Well I'm at my brother's baseball game (it wasn't where I thought it was going to be at). My ex is probably going to show. This makes me sad... I love him and I know he loves me too. He's so caring and kind... The fact that dad is still pissed at me for last night still doesn't help and it never will. Sometimes I just want to kill my dad or myself... More likely myself... I hate myself for last night... I'm trying to explain that to him. He won't let me... I need to steal dad's phone but how?