Delusion

March 13

Jungkook

26 days left.

As soon as I stepped inside my room, I tossed my bag aside and turned on my laptop. I carried my laptop towards my bed and plumped down.

I move the cursor to the address bar and typed in, www.lostmyhope.com. When the page loaded, I immediately scrolled down the different posts there. I'm trying to find a partner that suits my preference well.

Suddenly, I hear a familiar sound coming from the page, indicating that someone had just posted right now. I scrolled up and clicked onto the post. It said,

i need a partner that meets the following requirements:
• no kids (i cant handle that kind of guilt)
• not married
• lives near Busan
• should do it in April 8th (date not negotiable)

if youre interested just message me :)
-TaeTae

TaeTae? Seriously? Did a teenage girl wrote this? And what's with the smiley? I sighed. Although I meet all of the requirements, I'm scared that this TaeTae might just be joking or something. It wouldn't hurt to try, right? I clicked onto TaeTae's profile and clicked the message button.

To: TaeTae
From: JJK97
         I'm in, where should we meet up?

I wanted it to be short and straight forward, so I think this would do. I pressed enter. I pursed my lips, would this be it? I've been preparing for this for a year now, I hope it works out.

A sound brought me back to reality. I was amused that this so-called TaeTae had already responded to my message. I quickly opened the message.

From: TaeTae
To: JJK97
          hmm but how would i know youre not a flake? anyway lets meet up in the ice cream parlor at 4pm tomorrow. ill be the one wearing a red cap. see you :)

Flake? Did mean a fake? Is he kidding me? He's the one insisting on meeting up in a Ice Cream Parlor to discuss our suicide plan for crying out loud. And what's with smiley faces? I really don't think this TaeTae is being serious about this. Should I still go on? I shrugged and sighed in defeat. Let's just see what would happen tomorrow.

To: JJG97
From: TaeTae
          Okay.

I replied shortly. After I sent it, I turned off my laptop. I looked at the digital clock at the bedside table to check the time. It was already 12:54AM. My eyes were burning, begging for sleep since I didn't slept well last night. I better go to sleep now, considering I still have class at 8:00AM tomorrow.

I changed my clothes and walked towards the clock. After setting the alarm, I finally laid down and turned off the lights. I went to sleep with thought of finally having a suicide partner in my mind.

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let's just pretend taehyung lives in busan to match the story, yeah? lmao. the chapters will get longer don't worry ☺️😂✨💞💖💕