Chapter Five: Recovering

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I stayed in that bed for a while. Not wanting to face the world. Not wanting to think about how, I have no one. I didn't want to think that my mother probably didn't want to call me and tell me that she was dying, she thought it would help me and make it not so painful. Man was she wrong, it felt like millions of knifes stabbing me in the chest, someone strangling me every time I cried, or both when I screamed out 'mother I need you' I haven't slept in seven days, or a week. I haven't talked to any of my neighbors nor did I want to. I locked myself in my room and cried. I haven't ate or drank anything either. Some people tried to come and talk to me. I didn't answer the door, instead I cried harder. I missed my mom and I can't live without her. But I know she would hate me doing this to myself. I needed to do something, get out of this house. Go and talk to people. Go and eat or be happy. But I couldn't, I know I needed to but I couldn't. I decided to check my phone see if I got a call from anyone. I got out of my bed my warm feet hitting the cold floor. It sent shivers up my back. I turned on my phone.

Five missed calls from: Aphmau
Twelve missed calls from: Aaron

Wait when did I get Aaron's number, I turned off my phone and set it on my desk. I decided to take a shower, because I hadn't done that in a week. I grabbed a towel and some new clothes for the day. I stepped into my bathroom, and closed the door. I turned on the shower and sighed. I got undressed and slowly got into the warm water.

~after shower because who knows what you do in the shower~

I put the towel around my body, and stepped out of the shower. I dried off and changed into a cream colored sweater with pink and blue stripes on it, a cream scarf, light blue skinny jeans and a cream Bennie, leaving my hair down. I went out of the bathroom, throwing all my dirty clothes in the hamper. I walked into my room and found some cream shoes. 'Man I own a lot of cream colored stuff.'

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I slowly walked downstairs, to eat something. When I got to the kitchen, I made scrambled eggs. I quickly ate and cleaned my dishes. I grabbed my phone and hesitantly called Aphmau. Why her, I don't know. My phone rang three times then I heard Aphmau's voice, she sounded worried.

"Y-Y-Y/N, are you ok."

"Hello Aphmau,"

"How are you are you ok."

"I'm ok, I think."

"Wanna talk?"

I started to cry. "I-I-I could've got there sooner. I didn't even get to say good bye." I forced myself to stop crying. "I'm sorry Aphmau, it's jus-"

She cut me off. "Hey it's ok, wanna hang at the mall with me?"

"I-I'd love to, thanks Aphmau."

"No problem, Y/N I'll see you soon."

"Ya see you soon."

I was happy, I needed to get out of this house. To help my self, get better. I ran upstairs, and grabbed my backpack and wallet. I grabbed my house keys and phone and walked out of my house. This is the start to recovering. And I will recover, ya it may be hard but I will. With the help of my friends.

Short I know, but I really wanted to get this out. So ya. Hope you liked it and if you want any changes to the story. Or you want us to add anything don't hesitate to comment, below. Bye guys~ Minty

Word count~ 644

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