some times I wonder what it would be like to live another life
some days I wonder how it would be to see another world
days like this I sit and think
what would today be if not for yesterday's troubles?
what would tomorrow be if today never happened?
some days I wonder how to see with the light all gone
yet still breath with elephants on your chest
some days I try to see the light
but fail to see the sight
i want to run
run far away
but then what would happen
would it make it better ?
would it make it worse ?
what to do?
what to say?
how to go through it and stay?
answers come and go
but blood is to stay ?
fat chance
my blood curls at the sight
my family consists of four people
my blood consists of hundreds
blood watches me burn and says nothing
family holds you through it and keeps by your side
today I learned
blood is a misfortune
without that id be pale yes but id manage
life is full of misery
well so is death
so you don't get away
you just find a new obstacle
my family held my hand through everything
my blood helped till it didn't benifit them and now they are out for exactly that
i cant wait till I'm 18
i say to myself as I wake in the morning
but honestly
18 is a number
my life changed and I'm only 16
that says alot
people wouldn't put up with what I do daily
not if they had a chance to change it
i wouldn't if I had that opportunity
but I love my mom and I stay for her
honestly life is a ball of endless disaster
but It has its perks
either way
life is like a thorn in the side compared to death
atleast in life there's redos
atleast while I live I can change some of what's happened
not everything is set in stone
don't wait till you are.....
YOU ARE READING
Book Of Poems.
PoetryI normally write poems but no one ever gets to hear them so ummm if you like them let me know if you have suggestions that's good to know as well.. Here goes some may be gory
