I want to go outside but I'm scared of the police/migra seeing me and asking me what I'm doing even though I don't think they can ask me if I'm inside my yard. I want to go outside but I'm scared of bugs and lizards. I'm also scared of bats. I remember once I was outside my house and there was a branch and I was on top of my car and I saw a fuzzy thing and then it flew away. It was a bat. I was traumatized. XD I want to get on The Roof Of My abandoned jeep that my mom gave up on and see the stars but I'm scared of the dark.(not joking) I'm scared that someone will murder me in the dark. My dog is my protection. I got scared by my dog xD I want fireflies in my backyard but I have none. I also want Christmas lights all over my house but my sister wouldn't let me. It's 6 am! Fml. I should be alseep not dead. I'm not sleepy..xD luckily i have practice thingy at 1 pm but I don't know if I'll wake up. I remember last summer I would be talking until 8 am then I would fall asleep and wake up till about 7pm then continue life in darkness xD my mom didn't mind. I dont think she knew I was up talking. Man this is longer than my fanfiction I haven't updated. I feel bad for not updating but I have no ideas anymore. When I wrote that I was in my fangirl phase. I was also crushing on this guy that I got over. Lmao I need a life. I'm writing anything really. I wish I was asleep like everyone else. But I'm awake. SEE YA LATER I'LL BE BACK SOON. XD I'M GUNNAR UPDATE ON MY ART BOOK SOON *WINK* BYE :^3
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