~Diary of Wolstar~

Chapter 9

There's 6,697,254,041 people in the world but I want you." ~Unknown

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We woke up from out luxurious nap and sauntered to the Great Hall half asleep. I was probably the most sleepy out of everyone because, well, I'm me. I caught Remus's eye and he was still a little sleepy but not nearly as bad as me. His sandy blonde hair swept perfectly across his face and I let a stupid giggle escape my lips. He grinned at me, probably because I looked hungover, but he put his arm around my shoulder and kissed the top of my head. I leaned on his shoulder and almost fell asleep again but the thought of him, and food, kept me awake.

"C'mon Sirius, we're almost in the Great Hall, act natural." Remus said quickly and I stole a little kiss before acting MY natural. I swaggered to the table and plopped on the chair next to Remus's and piled as much food on my platter as it could hold. Then, I started wolfing it down the food and Remus chuckled at the sight. As I ate my stomach lurched and made my stomach start to force the food out of it. I rushed to the boys bathroom and ran into a stall. All the dinner came flowing through my mouth, with a foul taste of stomach acid, as if someone turned on a faucet. I her the clopping of feet that had chased after me in the bathroom.

"You can't come in here!" I heard Peter squeal, probably to Lily.

"Oh yes I can! Sirius needs us!" Lily said defiantly. I would've thanked Lily for the comment but I was too busy constantly gagging up puke.

"Let me handle this," Remus said and walked into the stall.

"Sirius?" A quiet Remus asked. I responded by barfing more. Remus walked in and started rubbing my back gently, which some how, made the situation better. Eventually, I wasn't puking anymore but I was gagging and every time it sent a strange tingling sensation to my stomach. When I was done I just started numbly collapsed into Remus in a tight embrace.

"Let's go back to our dorm," Remus whispered into my ear. I just nodded and followed him, clutching his hand as if letting go would make me lose him forever. Lily, James, and Peter followed silently behind. We walked into the boys dorm and me and Remus were about to sit down on my bed, but there was a piece of parchment on it.

"'I know your secret. Next time, the punishment will be worse.' What?!" Remus said. "What does it mean?" My skin turned even paler, if it was possible.

"What's wrong?" Remus asked concerned.

"He- They know, they're- they're gonna fucking kill me!" I started mumbling rapidly because of the fear that was starting to control me.

"Hey. Calm down," Lily said soothingly rushing to my side."Who's 'they' or 'he'"

Tears started to stream down my face and I croaked, "Regulus. And he's going to tell our parents." I managed to say that much before bursting out crying and sinking my face into Remus's shoulder.

"Oh," Lily barely whispered and everyone knew this wouldn't end up pretty.

"We-we can do this together." Remus said shakily but surely.

"Where will we go? We can't be at either of our houses for summer." I said sounding very deflated.

"You guys can stay with me!" James suggested. I only escaped to James's house every summer so that could work.

"How do you know it's Regulus who wrote the note?" Peter asked.

I sighed, "I need to tell you guys something."

(A/N) Sorry for the cliffhanger! Comment how you guys think this story went! Thanks for the views my little Willetts! <3 ~Willow