dear world [rants]

i plead mental illness

Because you deserve to plead mental illness whenever. you're allowed to say whatever out of your pale pink lips to be free from constant pain and concrete rooms with metal bars. while melanin suffers being pushed around told that mental illness does not exist in them, but in reality it does. a beautiful melanin brother or sister go to court and plead mental illness it's deemed a "lie" i am tired of being doubted and questioned on my depression and anxiety and being told that I just want attention. But a pale skinned privileged person can have all the feelings in the wold. Because as a minority, my feelings don't matter, my feelings don't make it to the minds of others, my feelings are as invisible as air. While a porcelain skinned girl may cry with a therapist, I have to cry myself to sleep or in a tub tempting me to drown myself.

Mental illness affects everyone