"i dont think i can make you happy anymore. frankly, im not even happy with myself. i dont want to be alive and i never felt that way until yesterday and its a really scary feeling to have, because now, i dont care if my stepdad hits me. in fact i find myself wishing he would hit me hard enough to make me fall unconcious or maybe die. i dont have motivation for anything anymore and thats why im asking you to break up with me. sadly im not the same person you first met and i dont think i ever will be."
