The Bachelor My Wife My Life Book Number 8 In The Bachelor Series

chapter 7

Zayn POV

The next morning we were all about making sure we can figure out where Simon could be you're talking to Scotland Yard and everything's going to them what happened no I would let my wife added that she's so upset and everything and the doctor came by and gave her something for the stress she's asleep I understand how she can be feeling this way and she just got her father back in her life about 3 years ago almost 4 she don't need to be with him right now

Niall what's going on in that head of yours because like you're in a mile away there

Zayn just think how much everything is going to change right now and then everything went Lexxi is getting out of hand you know what I mean one minute I think everything is going to be good the next she creeps up behind us trying to do something name the best thing in my life right now that I'm married to the love of my life we have kids and everything on that I have a great solo career going and I'm back with you guys on top of it I just want to be able to live my life and not have to look over my shoulder every war the same thing as my wife keep saying because this is something that needs to end but will it ever end

Harry that's something we all wish we could tell you again but we don't know where this is going through the same thing as you could swear they're worried about the fact that she might go after our lives again and I hear that the boss man for some reason she seems Target you and Pamela more like it she wants revenge or something

Louis which is not a really good thing that he makes everybody have to suffer along with you and it's really bad that she has to make all you suffer the most but just so you know we're not letting you to go through this alone we're all going to be here to help you out man

Zayn when is it a good thing if you ask me because I'm really sick and tired of what's going on I just want everybody to be back to the way it's supposed to be you know not have to worry about all the hate that I was getting everything I have to worry about this b**** is trying to cause trouble for me and my wife I just want to be happy my life the way it's supposed to be my life is great and a lot of ways now I mean like I said I've got my wife I got my kids so I got you guys down my back but I just wish the other s*** but stop

Liam eventually it's going to stop but we pray and hope for a man

Zayn yeah that's what I'm trying to be strong and everything for Pamela and the kids but it's starting to get at me and I don't know what to do I mean sounds like another father and he's he's my father-in-law so I'm worried about him too because I've come with my close family to him and he's coming close family and me she's up there worrying sick about him she was worried about our oldest son when he was kidnapped she's worried about her mother when she was kidnapped and then she was going to herself warm with the girls now she has to deal with the fact that her father is I mean was like my wife can't catch a break and I'm trying to get the strongest like him or her but even I'm about to crack but I can't crack that she needs me to be her Rock right now

Pamela comes walking into the room after she hears the guys talking throws her arms around Zayn

Zayn baby you should be resting you shouldn't be up right now let us pray about everything you take a break so I don't want you stressing out with the babies

Pamela you know I love you and I don't want you to take all the stress on yourself and I'm trying not to stress out myself but you gotta understand baby I know you're trying to be strong and everything for me and the kids but even the toughest nut to crack
So just know that I love you and everything I'm not and all this is a lot for you too so I don't expect you to be Superman to pick you to be there for me like you are and Love Me the Way You Are I love you

Zayn I love you more beautiful

Jennifer comes into the room as well with the other girls sees what's going on you know what she saying to you was right you can't take it all on by yourself man

Zayn yeah I know that but I just feel like wearing her husband that I should be the one taking the brunt of things I feel like I need to look after her and the kids more and make sure she knows how much I love her by doing that and be the strong one when she's ready to fall

Pamela I understand that you want to be there to catch me when I fall and everything which I appreciate it baby and I love you for that but you can't do it all alone what I'm saying is you all are being here for me which is good long as I have all of you as my support system and I'm grateful that you want to protect me and everything baby but just don't let it all get you to the point that you're going to break down to if you break down and how strong are you going to be for me what I'm saying is we both got to be strong for each other okay

Just in the 5 oldest kids coming into the room and they gave me a great big hug

Samantha my my daughters looked at me and said

Samantha daddy you have to understand we're going to be here for you through this all just like Mommy is going to be here at 3 for you and you're going to be here for her you know we're here to help too don't take it all on your shoulders

I can't believe that this came out of the mouth of a three year old all I could do was hug her that's one thing I can honestly say I have the best family around here friends people I can count on it's just I hate to see what this is doing to my wife and kids I just want Lexie out of our lives for so long and get everything back to the way that it's supposed to be below that ever happened