The Bachelor My Wife My Life Book Number 8 In The Bachelor Series

chapter 11

Zayn POV

I could tell that after I got the phone my beautiful wife that she was really worried about her I hope you don't stress yourself out at work but she's gotta do what you gotta do I just worry about her sometimes

Harry what's going on in that head of yours man it seems like we're working on now and then you're zoning out again

Zayn sorry this is just the fact that now she's demanding money from me to get Simon back and I'm worried about Pamela did you know was just worried about her father and everything one of them back safe and sound

Liam don't worry about me and we all understand why you're not focusing much tonight even management here understands we just gotta figure out what we're going to do we're going to get him back safe and sound he is the boss man after all is not the same without him and she really was probably freaking out because he is her father

Zayn United ever freaking out and everything it's just me trying to figure out what to do I know I keep repeating over and over how am I going to be the best husband I can tell her I mean I'm doing what I can to be there and everything for everybody even I have a feeling I'm going to crash soon

Niall you're really worried about everybody you can only handle a lot of stuff on your shoulders it's just right now we don't have to figure out how to get Simon back safe and sound to make sure your wife's pregnancy goes good

Zayn and I really hate the wording and everything but I just don't know what to do about it like I said but I'm going to stand tall be strong

Louis what is a really good thing for you to be doing and you should remember the fact that you still have the rest your family here with you and us boys to have your back

Zayn yeah I guess you guys are right everything that is really want to make sure everything goes the way it's supposed to go so I can get back on track and everything and make sure I can get this Lexie b**** off my back I'm just said my family the way I want it to be you know my wife is scared s******* and she won't show it but she is I can tell her emotions and everything and she still has all the nightmares whatever this person put her through something I can't quite Shake

Harry you know you're talking about there I mean the girls are all having nightmares because they'd all been through it but they keep saying that Pamela had it the worst so I really wish we understood what they put her through the most frightened and so we can give you some insight but we don't

Zayn yeah that's a thing not knowing what she's really feeling what she tells me most of the stuff but I just wish I can get to the bottom of it and be able to be what she actually needs

Harry hey you are what she needs on look at everything you guys do together there's one thing for sure if she's never going to let you know when you're not going to let her go you guys always getting each other's backs like you keep saying that's all that you need to know that your kids are there for you and look at the way a little Samantha talks

Zayn yeah I know it's almost like she thinks that I'm going to disappear something like he's a real Daddy's girl and she's always telling me not to let things get to me or Mommy she's there for us to hear she's only 3 almost 4 I swear she acts like she's 8

Louis this is the most we've ever seen you happier than when you met Pamela mean in your life with what you need it and everything is going great for you and all but we just wish you didn't have that b******* hanging over your shoulders like everybody else says I mean like Lexi's real psycho b****

Zayn yeah she is so soon as we leave here we're all going to head over to my place as I was telling all this to Pamela on the phone she has a Feeling that Lexie might have people above her and if she's not The Mastermind and who is don't know why I'm thinking that's all the sudden

Liam why is she thinking that all of a sudden

Pamela walks in

Pamela I'm thinking that all the time because of how many times she's kidnap people and everything like that one person can't have the resources to do just that and I was thinking other stuff she's got to have help somehow but who the f*** could it be besides to do and she's blackmailing somebody over her

Zayn baby come here you seem so shaken up

Pamela yeah I am in everything that's why I left work to come and find you because I just can't handle being away from you right now after everything you told me on the phone I tried to work and everything it just can't get past it it's one of those days where I don't think I can hide was really going on in my mind I just wish I can fight what's going on from all those damn nightmares and everything I think I'm ready to break

Zayn baby I'm here I'm not going to let you but I'm not going to fall I'm going to catch you but right now let's go home I think you've had a stressful day I think you need to rest and ever I mean I don't want to promise for you with this pregnancy like you have at the last one okay

Pamela okay babe I don't know for sure but I think I might be having some contractions or something I'm in a lot of pain

Liam how are you I get her to the hospital and just to make sure if she's all right it could be the stress pains and everything in that but you don't want no problems with the baby she was carrying she screeches like that just hurting don't worry about things about Simon and everything will go to your house and wait for Scotland Yard

Zayn good idea and everything I'm going to take her to the hospital because this is something that I can't fight right now I need to make sure that her and the babies are okay I just know if you know anything about Simon guys

And with that I took my baby to the hospital I'm wondering what's going to happen