I was homeschooled starting at 5 until now. There is a couple of years where I was sent to public school. It's when I'm twelve and fifteen. If you're worried about me having no friend, trust me you should stop.
I'm just so friendly that I even have the senior's number. Mainly boys, since the girls kinda hate me for being recognized among the boys. Although I was homeschooled again with the boys as the teachers, I still contact my old friends.
Debuting at an early age does disturb me in ways. The burden is lessened for me as I'm homeschooled, but still. I got tons of backlash from the netizen saying I'm too young and my education will be messed up, ended up me being stupid and uneducated.
I have Xiumin, Suho and D.O with me, how can they let me be stupid? "You're ready?" I snapped at the source of the voice, Tao. "Yeah" he smiles and reaching up to my cheek, gliding his fingertips across them before pinching them.
I can only glare at him with much annoyance. I do notice the glint in his eyes when he smiles wider.
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"For fück's sake, it's a no!" the high pitched scream alarmed the boys as they immediately stop what they're doing and rush to her dorm. "Why?! What happen?!" Kai burst through the door, looking around the dorm.
There stand Lillyann, her pupils dilated in rage, her lips are pursed, throat moving, curled hands, he bet Lillyann runs her finger through her hair as it's messy. Near her is Suho, stern face and ceased forehead.
"You need to go" Kai was ignored when Suho voiced out. "No" Lillyann fight back sternly, her piercing glare never left the leader. "Kim. Kai. Morres" one by one left his mouth as his deep voice was heard throughout the silent dorm.
"Joonmyeon sto-" Lay steps in front of Lillyann who's hiding her teary eyes by looking down, yet he was cut by Lillyann. "For fück's sake, Kim Joonmyeon, I'm not fücking going there again" she hisses and ran to her room, slamming the door close.
Before Suho can sigh and rub his temple, Lay immediately snaps at him. "I tell you to stop didn't I?!" Suho widens his eyes, this is the first time he saw Lay being this mad. "Why would you force her to school if she didn't want to?!"
Lay raises his voice, staring straight into Suho's eyes. The lad gulps nervously before answering. "The manager wants us to avo-" Lay cut his words. "Avoid what, the netizen?! She's our little girl, the youngest and you're forcing her to do shït just because of others?!"
Suho looks down on the floor in shame, wincing at his older brother's sharp words and curses. That's when his eyes widen and his lips quiver. "Yes. That is exactly why I told you to stop" Lay growl when Suho's jaw fall, yet nothing is coming out from his voice box.
"I- I-" he stutters, making Lay sigh. "Clean it. I'll talk to Lillyann" Suho can only gulp down his saliva and nod. "For fück's sake, Kim Joonmyeon" Lay can do nothing but sigh, rubbing his face with the rough surface of his palm.
"Why am I so stupid?" Suho growls under his ragged breath, wiping the dried droplets of blood on the cold marbled floor. "Don't blame yourself, it's the manager's fault" Kris helps Suho out with the cleaning as the former also kneels beside him.
"Why is her dorm so messy?" D.O looks around and ceases his forehead. Her dorm only has the essential, pretty neat without any heavy decoration. The walls are white, each wall has different minimal drawings using black paint.
All of the furniture is black. It does look neat and sleek. Due to the lack of furniture, they can see it's messy. "She's stressed out, that's why" Xiumin mumbles before sighing. "It's the same situation when Mr.Lee decides to hold back our debut date"
Baekhyun mumble, looking down on the polished wooden floor. Chanyeol clears his throat and rubs Baekhyun's back. Sehun kept his mouth shut as he takes the sofa's pillow on the floor, tap the dust away and put it back on the sofa.
Seeing the youngest one doing the work does trigger some of their egos. All of them then stand up and clean the whole dorm while Lay walks to Lillyann's room. "Lillyann?" his soft, soothing voice left the plump lips of his after a few knocks on the firm door.
"Go away" it was short and stern. "It's me, Lillyann" he tries coaxing her again. "I know. Go away" I can't; he thought and turn the knob, turns out it's unlocked. Slowly, he opens the door as it creaks.
Lillyann lied on the bed, the comforter hugs her petite body as she rests her head on the fluffy pillows. "Aww, baobei" Lay sigh and hugged her covered body to his. "Your presence somehow soothes me" she mumbles softly on his chest.
"How are your hand?" he reaches both of her wrists. There's four crescent on both palms, both having dried blood on it. "You. Are. So. Dumb" he stated one by one clearly, wiping the dried blood with wet tissues along the way.
"Am not" she huffs, pouting the lower lip. "Don't fight me" the unsecured forehead of hers was flicked. "You don't fight me" she just rolls her eyes, making Lay laugh. "You're not going to school, don't worry"
Lay hugs her tight, as she bit back a sob. "Thank you" she mumbles after a few minutes of her sobbing onto his shoulders. "Don't be, silly" she giggles when he ruffles her hair. "Suho will probably come to talk later" Lay says in advance before closing the door.
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"Lillyann?" a head popped out from behind the door. "You scared me" she pouts as Suho let out an awkward laugh, rubbing his nape. "Sorry, didn't mean to" he slowly walks to the bed and sat beside her.
Lillyann swallowed her saliva when their eyes met, and stay. His eyes reflect his emotions, regret, sorry, stupid, all you can imagine. "Su-" she was cut when he reached for her hands. "I made you did this"
The calloused thumb of his ran through the crescent-shaped cut slow and soft, making Lillyann shivered. "It's okay, I'm okay, don't worry" Lillyann assures him. "I'm sorry" her cheeks were cupped, their eyes met again.
Lillyann can see her reflection well as his eyes are wet with tears, almost fell from his eyes. "It's okay dear" she immediately wipes it and hugs him. "It's funny, I'm the one who gets yelled at yet you're the one who's crying"
She runs her finger through his hair as he sobs, trying to stop his cries. "Shut up" that only made Lillyann laugh louder. "Let's go, I think they're done cooking" Suho wipe his nose and stand up, pulling Lillyann along.
"Wash your face, I'll wait outside" he ended up following her words as his face are making it obvious that he had cried.
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