Too Good To Be True

Butterflies in my Stomach?

A long time has passed by now, we are about to go into spring break at school, which seemed to be what everyone was talking about because after that only 2 more months of school and we were out! Now honestly I didn't really care about spring break I just cared about how close we were to finishing Junior year at this high school and how soon I was going to become a Senior. Through out the year Julian and I became very close to close that I began to feel things move around in my stomach. I usually thought I was either nervous about an exam or like not feeling well. Yet I couldn't find away to make this feeling go away, I was very confused about what was going on inside my body and I did not know what to do.
  My bestfriend  Sarah who I consider as my sister told me that sometimes those feelings were developed by me like someone. So in other words I had butterflies in my stomach because I was nervous when I saw that special someone. I thought to myself,"who the heck do I have feelings for?!" And then it hit me. Those butterflies wanted to stay in my stomach, they wanted to remind me what was going inside my brain and heart. They wanted to say, "Hey be prepared for anything!" And I had forgotten how to deal with these butterflies a long time ago and now that they were back I felt out of control or out of order.