The Third Petrova Doppleganger

Annoying little sister

Jennet's pov

Its already been 3 weeks since my parents funeral and i was feeling kinda better now. I cried a lot on the day of the funeral. A whole lot of people came and I realised that The Frays were quite famous here in Mystic Falls.

I met Elena and Jeremy's friends as well. Bonnie Bennet, Caroline Forbes , Matt Donovan ( who i came to know was Elena's ex), Tyler Lockwood and Matt's sis- Vicki Donovan. She was close to Jeremy , you know!

Now today was my first day to school.

TRINGG-TRINGG....... THUPP!

" Seriously , scul.. I mean eww, gross..", i mumbled in my sleep.

Elena came storming into my room and stood on the doorway and screamed," Jennet!! come on sleepy head. Its first day to school today. Don't try to get late. Bonnie's coming to pick us up in 20.Get up and get your ass moving."

"I am so up for the day Elena", I managed to speak.

"Good"

" Note my sarcasm girl", I mumble and got out of bed and straight to the bathroom

While taking a shower I heard Elena yelling at Jeremy and him yelling back at her. GOD.., why did you make her so annoying!

On my first day to school, I decided to wear black shorts, a black slip and a white leather jacket with my usual flats. i brushed my hair,leaving them straight and made my way downstairs to the kitchen.

Elena had just made coffee for herself and being my classic self i took her mug and took a sip. She gave me THE LOOK and i just shrugged and said," Sugar is less but its ok. i don't wanna end up being diabetic."

She rolled her eyes and made another mug for herself and Jeremy came just in time and snatched the mug from her hands and after gulping atleast a quarter of the mug , he said,' You seriously can't make coffee. Less sugar and at the end of the day i don't mind being diabetic if it means good morning coffee", saying so he winked at me and i gave him a high five.

" That was my coffee you moro..umm you two", she said when she saw Jenna coming out of her room.

"ooh.. by all means continue. I'm not the crazy aunt who will scream at a teen for swearing. On the other hand, you two really enjoy annoying her don't you. You mind if I join your team?", she asks in a joking manner.

Elena protests and then I finally take her side giving in. She smiles and looks into my golden-brown eyes with her chocolate brown ones. she is the only person who is closest to me, who knows all my secrets, also trusting me with her own,we look out for each other at all times and she has proved herself to be a shoulder on which i can lean on and disclose my darkest fears. She tells me not to hide my feelings and shut her out but i do the exact thing.

I shut everyone out after my parents death and Elena and Jeremy and Jenna tried to talk to me and told me not to hide my feelings but being stubborn i did the exact thing which turned me to drugs and alcohol for around one month. It was almost impossible to get out of the phase but my father always used to say that I was a fighter. So i did manage to get out of that dark phase of my life, but there was something i wasn't able to do. To encourage Jeremy to leave doing drugs and alcohol. It was cause of me he started consuming alcohol at daytime and do drugs with his friend Vicki at night and have sex.

I was his elder sister. I was suppose to prevent this and instead i encouraged him by getting high with him and go to night parties with other alcoholic friends we made during that time. I was so lost in my own grief that i couldn't support him cause of my temporary addiction by which i was high for almost a month! Now the addiction had taken control of Jeremy and he was helpless against it and so was I. He was just 15! What had I done. Elena didn't blame me for doing this but i knew that there was this tiny voice inside her which must be blaming me for his condition.

I was snapped out of my thoughts by the honking of the horn of.... I looked through the window..Bonnie's car.

"where's Jenna?", I asked

" She just went out, she was getting late for work. You zoned out again right?", she asked with concern.

I nodded.

" Try not to. I don't want another panic attack Jet. This hard thinking of the past results you in zoning out which causes panic attacks. You've already had 2 during the summer break. a third one will result on heavy dosage and an all time bed rest for a day or two with glucose. Trust me you won't like it. You wouldn't stay on bed for even an hour and Jenna had a hard time injecting you."

" Yeah, I remember", I replied remembering that day.

Elena sighed and held my arms and said," Open up to me Jet. Burying all your sorrows deep down will make it a lot more painful when someone digs them than facing them today."

I smiled and gently put my one hand on her cheek and said," I will let no one dig up my sorrows or my fears Elena. I will not break down and so you will always have me at all times. We'll talk about it later. Lets head to the car. Bonnie's waiting."

She did not protest further cause she knew she would end up talking herself out of it.

" Need a ride Jer?", I asked.

" No thanks. I have my ride.", he replied eating his cereal.

We then went out of the house and sat in Bonnie's car ready to go to school.

" Ready guys? By the way Jennet its your first day to our school. How do you feel?", Bonnie asked

" sorrow everywhere.", i replied with a bored sigh.

Both of them laughed while Bonnie said," Don't worry. Its going to be one hell of an year. My inner witch says so. well you know about my grams telling me that I'm psychic and all."

" Yep my friend, Bonnie, the Bennet witch.", I said.

"Look at you. Can't stop cracking funny can you?", Elena said laughing.

" You are talking to Jennet Fray sweety", I said

" Definitely", Elena said giggling while Bonnie drove to school rolling her eyes over the childhood....ness.. of the two inseperable sisters.