Lonely Girls Mistake

Chapter 2

The door opened to reveal Jade. "How bad did I look out there?" Jade just shook her head in response. "You doing okay now?" I nodded. " I can't believe I almost broke down in front of the whole school...." I let out a defeated sigh. "I know Hun but let's go we can't be any later for first period then we already are" I nodded standing up and pulling my sweater closer to my body as she walked through the door. I hated my anxiety I hated it all, I still couldn't stop thinking that I ran into a bad boy, I mean what the hell do I do now? I'm gonna be known as the clumsy nerd and now I'm actually in people's line of sight it just a shadow. I let out a sigh as I walked in the class keeping my head down.

I had made it through all my classes and breaks  so far, I was currently on my way to my last class of the day since next hour was my free hour. I was looking forward to that, the only hour he music and art room were open and no one would be there. I sat down in the corner of the classroom and looked for my sketch book, where is it!? "No-no-no-no-no" i was talking to myself, I gripped my hair in one hand and then went back to looking in my back pack frantically. I felt a hand on my shoulder and I jumped dropping my back pack. Catching everyone's attention. I felt my palms start to sweat and legs go weak. I quickly glanced up until I met the owner of the hand that was on my shoulder. Chase.... his bright blue eyes were glistening and his brown hair was perfectly swooped to the side. His fairly tanned skin was radiating, only then did I realize I was staring which made my heart race more and my hands shake. I saw the amusement Grace his lips turning them into a smirk. "I-I-I'm sorry...." I looked back down and he laughed. "For what? Everyone checks me out, and I can't blame them" arrogant , great. "I-I-I" damnit Cassidy! Stop stuttering. I sighed feeling even more anxious, "w-what do y-you need?" He chuckled, only the did I realize how that must have sounded. I felt eyes on me and the knot in my stomach increased. "I believe this is yours" he extended his hand out and there it was my sketchbook. I shakily reached for it and he pulled back "not so fast sweet pea " sweet pea? "D-don't call m-me that" he pretended to think. "No I think I will" I sighed "c-can I please have my sketchbook" he smirked and opened it... "No!" I lunged for it before he saw but he pulled back and that caused me to hit my head on the desk scraping the side. "Now now what do we have here?" He stared at it before his smile faded and was turned different. I felt tears prick my eyes and I snatched it out of his hands sitting down.

   Everyone started whispering and staring. I put my head down. "Clumsy freak" "what a slut, did you hear her offer herself to him?" A scoff followed and it kept going. My whole body was now shaking, tears were falling from my eyes. "God why is she even at our school?" I couldn't control it anymore and yet I couldn't get my legs to move. "What's wrong with you freak?". "Why don't you donate your brain to science so they can figure out what's wrong with you freak!" "She's such  a fat ugly nerd". "What the hell guys what's wrong with all of you!" A loud voice boomed behind me, "Just shut the fuck up already!" I felt arms go under my legs and I was lifted out of my seat and I heard the door slam. I still couldn't look at my savior but their touch made me relax and my body tingle. "Hey, it's okay, your okay. I have you" I recognized that voice. I quickly let go and scurried into the corner of the dark room we were in. I wiped my eyes and the light was switched on, no surprise Chase. "W-w-what do you want!?" He looked taken back confused almost. "Cassidy, I-" I just shook my head. "let me guess, your sorry" he looked down. I'm not sure where this confidence had come from but it was definitely there. "I just-I" I looked down. "You what? Didn't know? No one does... well now everyone does." He looked up confused. "News travels fast here, not that you'd know because you never pay attention. By now I guarantee it's already hit the freshman" he looked surprised and I rolled my eyes wiping the last of my tears away. "Look, thanks but this is your fault, you-You could have just given me my book and that was it. No you had to draw attention to us" "sweet pea, I'm S-" "don't call me that, it's not my name! Just- leave me alone, before you ruin my life again" I shoved my way out of the door and the bell rang, it was silent in he halls and the attention was all on me. "No- you will not breakdown again" I quickly walked back into the classroom grabbing my sketchbook which was now torn and wet with my tears. I sighed grabbing it shoving it in my bag and quickly walking to the music hall. I made sure no one was following me and I didn't find anyone so I quickly slipped my key that Mrs. Momsen had given me she and my family and really close friends knew about me singing, and guitar and basically any instrument with strings almost. I shut the door and turned on the low lights so it's not extremely bright. I grabbed an acoustic guitar and started strumming, I had been working on this song I had yet to name. They were world my mom once said to me.
Dear daughter
Hold your head up high
Theres a world outside
That's passing bye
I put a lot into that song, my mom meant the world to me and these words are what make it seem like she's still there. I felt the tears start and I sighed before wiping my eyes. BOOM I jumped, no one could have heard me right? I quietly set the guitar down and slowly walked to the door. I jerked it open and in fell Chase. I screamed as he fell on top of me. "W-what are you doing here!?" He quickly pulled himself off of me. "I-I heard a voice and a guitar and I was curious" he scratched his head. "It was beautiful sweet pea " I growled at him this time. "D-Don't call me that! I-it's not my name!" He sighed "I'm really really sorry Cassidy I never meant for it to end out like that....." I sighed. "Just go" he nodded. "Sorry angel"

VOTE----COMMENT-----SHARE

HEY GUYS! I finally had the I inspiration to update! I changed a few things but hey! Anyway I'll update when I can. LOVE DRUGS & MUSIC is still my main priority but I'll try and work on both.