She's Not Afraid

Am I an actual girl?

@harrysbabycupcake got the song it was try hard by 5 seconds if summer okay love you congrats




Rais POV


I sat up in the bunk which wasn't very smart.


Last night came flooding back into my head.


Wow is all I think I've never liked someone so much. no I don't love him like I said I don't believe in love!


I kinda just laid back on the bed and starred at him.


Weird I know right.


Then I hear-

'Check yes Juliet are you with me rain is falling down on the sidewalk I won't go- "hello" I say groggily after reaching across bunks to grab my phone.


"Hi love" I hear an unrecognizable voice?


"Um hi who is this" I feel Luke shift and sit up a bit.


"You dont know who this is?"


I put the phone on speaker so like could hear it too.


"No sorry I don't may I ask who's calling?"


"seriously its me" i can hear the hurt in the voice


"Um who the fuck is this?" I yell.


I see Luke mouth the words track the number. so I do.


Who the hell would be calling me from Indonesia?


"Okay I'm hanging up now." and with that I hang it up.


To be completely honest I'm kinda scared.


"What was that?" I ask luke.


He Looks at me dumbfounded and shrugs.


Well we got to find out.
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"Let's go get some food" Luke suggests.


Once we got to the kitchen there was a note.


Lukeypie and his lover, I blush at the lover part I don't know why but anyways.


Dear Lukeypie and his lover,

we have to go to the studio to record for our new ALBUMB while we are stopped her in this town. Luke meet us there @ one

Love yahs bye


I look over to the clock.


"You do know it 12:30 right?" I ask him and he jumps up and run to the bathroom. to change I'm guessing.


"Were are we parked at?" I yell through the bus.


"The studios back entrance" I hear back.


Okay so I get a tour bus all to myself for a couple hours sweet.


Wait we'res Jordan?


"Hey is JORDAN with them.?" I yell again.


I yell a lot.


I'm guessing


"Nah I found her she's back here sleeping" he replies.


"Oh okay"


So maybe not totally to myself but oh well.

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Luke's gone they won't be back till 8 and it's 2:30 Jordan's still sleeping.


Hey I'll sing.


I grab a guitar from the back I found.


And start strumming the chords.


(A/N SOTD-) I've never seen a diamond in the flesh

I cut my teeth on wedding rings, in the movies

And I'm not proud of my address

In the torn up town no post code envy


But every songs like:

Gold teeth
Grey goose
Trippin in the bathroom
Bloodstains
Ball gowns
Trashing the hotel room

We don't care, were driving Cadillacs in our dreams.


I finish because that's all I know I taught it to my self.


I also write songs but no one knows not even JORDAN.


They always end up depressed.


Like this one:

Take a look around

All of the faces

The laughing and dances

Fake a smile fake a laugh

Your wishing to be happy again

Blood splatters on the wall

Dirty clothes in the hall

All you want is to be happy again (happy again)

Happy again

Happy again

Put the razor down

Bring the bracelets out

You promise your self

You'll never do it now

How does it keep comming around

All you want is to be happy again (happy again)

Take a look around

All the faces

The laughing and faces

Fake a smile fake a laugh

Wishing to be happy again


See depressing right?


"Did you write that?" Jordan asks walking out of the back room.

Me jumping slightly.


"Uh no." I answer quickly.

"Then who wrote it" she asks again what's with all the questions.

"opies cartel, it was a song they write but never preformed." I say fake shrugging..

"Oh okay it's really good though wish they could've finished it." she blabs on as she grabs a water bottle from the fridge.


"Let's just sleep till the boys get back I miss ashton" she says.


"Haha you guys are so cute I love JASHTON" I say happily.


"Well I ship lainella." she smirks.

"SHUDDUP and SLEEP" I yell at her slowly falling a sleep.

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Luke's POV.


I can't believe she actually let me kiss her.


We just finished recording and are on our way back to the tour bus.

We just stopped here because they have a really good studio and we don't have a show for 2 days.

We walked into the tour bus to find 2 sleeping girls.


Jordan fell asleep with a cookie in her hand and a game controller in the other.


Rai fell asleep cuddleing a guitar.


My guitar my eyes pop otta my head.

Well not really but yah no what I mean.

I carefully go up to take the guitar out of her hands and she jumps waking up.


"Sorry I just wanted to play for a bit because I got bored without you. Guys." she yells sitting straight up.


"Hahaha it's okay we were just going to come back and have some drinks." Ashton says.


"But were all underaged except ashton." I retort back.


"Exactly." he sasses back.


" I like you guys." I say nodding my head in approval.


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How was that my lovelies

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And I got a comment saying:


"awful awful if you're going to write a one direction fan fiction spell their names right, and actually make it good"

Wow man that so hurt. (sarcastic)

I don't give a fuck. But people can be so rude sometimes.


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