Later that night I was lying restless in bed still debating.
I wondered if I'd be debating this problem if my fixations weren't here?
If I'd have taken my meds would the question have vanished along with them?
"But do you think I should tell her?" I finally voiced aloud.
"Oh my god," Rebecca's eyes rolled into the back of her head and she spoke impatiently fast,
"I don't care. Tell her, don't tell her it makes no difference to me so do whatever the hell you want and please please leave me alone now."
I narrowed my eyes at her, "you're the one that's invading my head so you're the one that should leave me alone!"
"You think I want to be here?" She stood, making the bed wobble,
"You think I like hanging around a first world teenage hormone bomb? I'm here because your mind created me; it's your fault I'm here and only you can make me go away."
It was my turn to sulk now,
"You'd think I could at least win an argument with myself."
After a while Rebecca said more calmly,
"I want to go to sleep now if it's not too much to ask."
"Go to sleep then."
That did it;
Rebecca's voice rose with fury,
"Belive it or not you're the one in control,"
she took a second to look at me in disgust,
"I can't get to sleep until you get to sleep so will you please," she leant forward so that her face was in my face,
"GO TO FUCKING SLEEP!"
She then practically hurled herself back to the other side of the bed and sulked.
I reached over to the lamp and plunged the room into comfortable darkness.
The pair of us sulked ourselves to sleep that night, and woke up just as bitter.
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A Single Thought
Teen Fiction"A single thought can ruin your entire day." Marie Ziegler is back and has forgotten to take her medication. As a result her doppelganger fixations return for a visit, but something that's disscussed stops Marie from taking her meds when she final...
