From my mom putting others before me and my dad not being there till now . I honesty didn't know how I would deal with life . I had much death wishes . Nobody really didn't support my ways . And never cared about my feelings . I've never had that go to person like others . One day I went to granny and asked , how do you deal with rough times ? She responded with " life goes on , nobody lie is perfect , I just sit and talk to God and pray he makes a way "! She told me something good comes to ones who wait . I've never told anyone how I felt inside . I prayed day by day , just to have better day . I cried and kept crying my life out . I've always been bullied in school and I fought over one little Simple word . Not to mention my mom didn't even want me at one point that's how I ended up with my dad ! I lost myself because I was always caught up on what others think on me , I let other words from other human who was made equally affect me .. I can't even remember how many time I wanted to harm myself and told God to just take my life . I really thought I didn't belong here ..... TO BE CONTINUED
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Non-FictionA young boy growing up with a rough life going through so much with family , friends etc . Always been mad at the world because he didn't get the attention he wanted.
