I had many suicidal thoughts . They always hit me at night or when I'm just sitting and thinking . I didn't even know I was gone make it this far . Cuss like I said my mom always put her boyfriend before me and my dad was never there . I left my mom when I was around 11 or 12 when my step dad beat my sister . After that day I didn't trust anyone . My sister was the only one who understood me . We laughed and cried together through fun and hard times . He's now 21 to this day . We think alike and have the same mind set . But anyways ... Times was rough you know . I really didn't think I had a really family . Till this day I still feel as I have zero supports . Me an my mom gained a better relationship as we moved always from each other . And that was god sending me a lesson from above . I always tell my self I'm ready to leave whenever . But I know in reality I'm just saying nonsense ! No I'm not perfect but I grew into myself and Gotten better with who I am . I strive for success. I am I well educated employed teen . I have a 3.7 GPA so that tell me god still has me on the earth for a reason because he knows I'm capable of doing big things with my life .....
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Non-FictionA young boy growing up with a rough life going through so much with family , friends etc . Always been mad at the world because he didn't get the attention he wanted.
