The Needle

part 4 Dangerous affection

author's note
-Its been awhile .. I know..
lot was going on with my life.. hehe getting really busy..
since i have a long week end .. let me continue this story.. hope for your support.
lot of love

#miko

''''I went to my father's mansion. There he goes again forcing me to go back and learn the ways of being a future CEO for the company we own generations to generations.

I sat there while father utter words of wisdom and pursuation whixh I darn heard a million times, yet I have made up my mind. I live a life where I am free to do what I want. To make a world on my own. yet I cant help but to think about the girl I saw on the shop and a hope to see her.. to know her..

Went back to my own space.. I own a condo unit that fit for one person but enough for me do my masterpiece. Its almost dawn. I cant hardly sleep. so went to get my sketch pad and drew . A girl with the most loneliest eyes, the exact girl I have met. Her angelic face seem so pleasing to see, yet I know something that in her I want to know and I wanted to dive in.

*Jaidee's POV

I was so nervous, when the girl talked to me, I was mesmerized by her work yet her most gorgeous smile and sincere eyes caught my attention.. I like her.. yet I know I am nobody and Im the least person she might wanted yet hell I care.. I still have Leila right?

wait uh.. I wanted to see her, as I walk though the alley where I used to stay I saw Trish .. but she is known as Iris in the street, we used to hook up.

Hey baby, I need you, she utter those needy words. My apartment at 8pm sharp.. got something for you.

I just look at her and walk away. I woukd be probably be there.. that bitch. she is my first love, she cheated on me several times till I got numb. yet I need her for satisfaction. Booty calls. :)

So at around 8pm I was already at her door step.
she let me in and immediately kiss my lips like a bitch who is thirsty with blood.. it drew me into her grabbing her aggresively and push her to the couch.. first I want trill, a strip tease is a way to start.

I slowly turn around , swaying my hips as I touch my neck and glides it to my body, I can see her biting her lips grasping and wanting me so badly, the way I wanted, I slowly took off my shirt, im wearing my black lace langerè , while im holding my bossom, i lick my finger and hold it in between my thighs, as she being inpatiently grasp me and forcefully bring me to her lap ,

I smirk, not yet baby..

I kiss her neck ,biting her ears,that brings her to moan..then stop and got up and put my clothes  on..

well.. sorry .. this is the last time !
your not going to see me again..

well she got frustrated and she tried to hold me and tried to hurt me again like the way she used to do.. well not this time..
I hit her back , and I know how she is hurt. I walk away leaving her desperate.

_... I went to see joey my dealer.. I got good stuff.. went to my own space where it was an abandon property where I called my home.

I immediately plunge the needle into my arms , and there it goes I can feel the estatic motion that travel though my vessel and came to my senses. lelia is in a corner of the room starring at me.. I tried to get up yet my body is weak , I look at her .. her emotions were like mine, her blank face, her eyes where like a reflection of what is familiar all my life.. unrevealed anger and sadness. unoticely tears were flowing in my cheeks..   I was sobbing hard, till all I can hear is the sadness and emptiness inside of me..screaming within.. like a darkness.. all I wanted to do right now ..
is to end this sadness by letting my heart stop to beat.

Then I heard leila talk.. stop, we need to end this by ending the life who make you suffer, I came back to my senses and get up .

Authors note..
i hope i can update more.. :)
to be continue