I woke up I the middle of the night and I couldn't go to sleep. So I decided to look for a book. I start going through my shelf of books when every thing fell in to my old toy box.
" Damn tail "
I picked up my books and saw something that caught my eye. I placed my books on the shelf and sit on my knees my tail curling around me. I picked up a small stuffed bear. I gasp at
the last thing my dad ever gave me. I sat on the floor with the bear in my hands as I started to cry. As I looked at the bear I saw the spot. I pushed the button
'Now I lay me
down to sleep
I pray the Lord my soul to keep may angels watch me
through the night
till I wake in the
morning light
keep the bad dreams
away the
good dreams with this
count some sheep
amen'
I cried harder as my fathers voice came from the bear
all of a sudden
'I love you baby girl'
" No you don't " I said throwing the bear across the room.
I felt numb.I went to my small box in the back of my dresser drawer and pulled out the razor blade hid in the fabric lining.
I held the blade to my wrist and slowly drug it across. Just deep enough to make me bleed.
1 cut
2 cuts
3cuts
4 cuts
5 more ...
When I finished I watched the blood bead up and slowly flow down my arm. I opened the box and put the blade away I wiped away the blood with a rag from the box put gauss over the cuts an warped my arm with a ace bandage. I climbed in bed crying.
" don't you remember I'm your baby girl? How could you throw me right out of your world? So young when the pain had beguine. Now forever afraid of being loved. Oh father please father put the bottle down for the love of a daughter " I sang to my self before the darkness took over.
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The love I Never Deserved
Teen FictionDaisy is a the daughter of the famous James moody. When she was a child her father abused her and her little sister Alex for the 4 years they lived with him then her mother moved them away from him when she was 9 years old. Now Daisy hates her fathe...
